I kissed the scars on her skin

Chapter 5

-Haley's point of view-

Andy.

That was the only thing on my mind right now. The person I was sitting beside, was the person who basically saved me. Andy went to my old school with me. He was my only friend. He helped me get through everything, he let me stay at his house whenever I needed to because at my house there used to always be arguing. He and I had been best friends since well the 6th fucking grade and a few months ago, when I thought things were gonna actually be okay, he came over and told me the news.

--flash back 5months ago back at Haley's old house in Tennessee--

3rd person

*knock knock*

"Coming!!" Haley sang bouncing down the stairs as she opened her front door. When she saw Andy standing there crying, her face fell and she didn't know what was going on.

"Andy, what's wrong? Why are you crying? What happened? My parents aren't home, come in!" She said hugging Andy and then they both walled into the living room.

"Haley, I'm so sorry!!" Andy said while sobbing and not making eye contact with Haley.

"Andy, what's wrong? Whatever it is just tell me! We have been best friends since 6th grade. You can tell me anything." Haley said putting comforting arms around Andy.

"My dad got a job transfer and now we have to move." Andy said in one breath and then started crying more.

"No, this is some kind of sick joke isn't it? Please tell me your joking." Haley stood up with tears filling her eyes.

"Haley, I'm serious. I'm moving in a month, so we have time, but we need to spend every moment together. We'll stay in touch, I promise." Andy said while pulling Haley into a hug. After that, they just sat there crying and then eventually watching a movie.

--back to present day--

Andy was sitting beside me still in the cafeteria, Jenna was talking about some boy in her art class that she was in love with. I zoned out thinking about my past with Andy. When we were in 7th grade, a lot was going at home and school. I really didn't feel as if I belonged. There were always girls smarter, prettier, skinnier, and funnier. I really just hated my self. I started cutting. It got to the point where when Andy would hug me, it would hurt when he touched my arms. One day, he saw them on my wrist and cried begging me to stop and asked to show him all of them. I had them all over my thighs. I had them on my hips. I had them on my upper arm. I had them on my wrist. He just cried and then eventually told my parents because I didn't stop. I only got worse.

When he told my parents, their thoughts were that I was crazy, so they sent me to a mental institution for a year. It was hell. The entire time there I was watched. I had to talk to a therapist everyday. She was nice. I just don't like sharing what I think. They gave me some medicine and, eventually, I got to go back home. When I got home, I was doing a lot better mainly because Andy was helping me. It was freshman year when I got back in school. Every thing was perfect. The next couple of years were perfect. Andy and I grew as best friends even though I hated home. I stayed with Andy a lot.

That's when the end of junior year rolled around Andy told me he was moving, I lost it. I relapsed and I cried and shut everyone out. After Andy had moved, I tried calling him. Everyday I called him. He never answered. My mind stared to go dark again. I tried killing my self twice. My mom fount me both times. It was horrible. Then one day, I just had enough of everyone and decided to start over and move here. And that's where I am now.

"Haley! Are you even listening?" Jenna asked.

"Yeah, that boy seems really into you." I lied hoping that is what she was still talking about.

"Really? Oh my gosh! I'm gonna go see if I can find him! I'll be right back!" Jenna said and ran off. I sighed and turned around to see Andy sitting there looking at me.

"Hey. What are you doing here? I missed you." Andy said in a hushed voice and he looked like he was about to cry.

"Really? You missed me? I called you everyday, Andy. I tried killing my self twice. It was hell with out you." I said getting angry. I knew I couldn't stay mad though. Andy and I had been through a lot.

"Haley I am so sorry. My Dad accidentally broke my old phone and so when he got me a new one, I didn't have your number." Andy said. We were still whispering and I'm guessing it's because he knew I wouldn't want anyone to know about my past.

"Can you come over later? I live by my self now. I missed you and I really wanna catch up!" I said. He smiled and nodded.

Then Justin asked me to come to his place and I had to make up something because if I said Andy was coming over he would ask questions. I mean, it would look weird if the new girl had a guy she hadn't even talked to come over to her house alone. Justin just nodded and smiled looking kinda confused. All I know is that I can't wait for the day to be over.

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