The Missing Lester {phan}

11.

After that day, I didn't know in what do believe. My sense, that was messed up still from the drugs or Abigail's word. Did Dan really care about me? I never stopped crying  ever since. 

I was there for two months and a week. I didn't know if it had been this much but it seemed like it. I was crying a lot, losing my hopes for good.

"Phil, why are you crying?" Imaginary Dan came from upstairs.

"Get out." I said.

"What? Are you okay?"

"Clearly I'm not okay Imaginary Dan."

"What happened? Did Abigail do something to you or..."

"You know it! Stop asking these stupid questions!"

Dan was quiet. He sat down and then said:

"You don't have to believe in her you know?"

"And I don't have to believe in you you know?" I threw it back.

"Phil what are you doing? Please listen..."

"Dan, I've been here for so long and the smallest chance of escaping here was wasted, I'm never leaving here. I just need now to embrace my fate..."

"What do you mean Phil? Please don't say that..."

"Please get out of my head. Now."

"But, Phil..." The tape in my mouth fell, since Abigail was using the same for about a week.

"GET OUT! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!" I said out loud. Dan was almost crying.

"WHY PHIL?" Dan shouted. How could a piece of thought be so hurt and so sad as Dan was at the moment? "WHY WON'T HAVE FAITH THAT YOU'LL ESCAPE THIS HELL?"

"D-don't you know? T-there's no e-escape from hell. I give up." As I said those words out loud, Abigail came.

"Is this hell?" She asked, sarcastically. "Sorry I didn't make a good reception, so I'll make it worse. You gave up? Fine, no food until you accept never coming back to Dan and we run away to another country."

"R-run away? W-with y-you?" I asked. "No way."

"Oh, sorry we're doing this. I got fired and my whole family is from Finland. I was expecting you to come with me as my boyfriend and you don't have to be my little pet again. Of course, you would have to change your phone number, delete your social media and forget Dan."

"No no no... Delete my social media? You want to destroy my career?"

"Why not? You destroyed mine."

"You destroyed your career, it's not my fault you decided to bring drugs to your house. And you said you weren't straight! Are you bi or pan?"

"Correct! Now, there's no problem if you refuse my proposal... You can die here alone if you want, no worries. But you never said that you love Dan so I'll just assume you're straight. So there would be no problem if you come with me as my fiance, right?"

"Never!"

"Why? Are you gay?"

 "YES!" She stopped. She opened a smile in her face and only then I realized what I just did. There was no turning back though. I came out to that short brown haired girl. Her hair wasn't as straight as before.

"Oh shit!" She suddenly said. "I just send a text to Dan, saying you weren't going home and that you're going to delete his number! Dammit, I was confident you were going to come with me." She then showed me my phone. I saw the text:

Phil:

Hey Dan! Don't worry about me!

Phil:

I'm doing fine! Actually, I'm doing great! Sorry I simply left your life out of sudden but it was necessary for my sake. Idk if you called the police, but there's no need for that. I'm not lost, I'm just in a different and better place. I rather not tell you were I am because I'm now truly happy, and sorry to be the one who had to say it, I'm much better without you.

Phil:

Hope you move on and sorry for taking so long. Happy any birthdays that I miss from now on. This is the last text I send before I delete your phone number. Don't ask me why I'm doing this but I'm doing it.

Bye!

I was legit shook. Why the fuck would she do that?

"Why did you do this to him?"

"I don't know. At least now I know the truth. Why did you never tell the phandom that you're actually having a relationship?"

"That's none of your business!!"

"I thought the drug was working! Damn! By the way, I used to work at the mental hospital. Ugh, unfortunately I brought home only one syringe of the brain washing one..."

"You're the one that should be in there!!"

"Now Philly, stay still and have sweet dreams..." She injected another drug in me. Soon, I was back at the black void in my mind: sleep

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