Sterek ~ Reverse Roles

Despacito~ Spanish for Slowly

I choose the title to be despacito, in order to represent Stile's and Derek's slowly building relationship and their slow healing.

!!!Warning, there is the action of self-harming, and mention of bulimia. If any of this easily triggers you do not read after the specified mark!!!

Currently Derek has 2 out of the 3 pieces of his soul back, the final step is to accept that it was not his fault that Paige died. Stiles and Derek are still in the hospital. But I, personally, do not love transition chapters, no offence to anyone, so I will type this chapter in a 2-3 day future jump. Sorry for not sticking to my promise to write in Death/Love's POV.

Derek's POV

As I wake up in my bed, I feel alone, separated, and cold. I realize that I am not with my mate.

3rd person POV

As Derek stripped down, to his underwear, he turns on the calumniatory water. He then goes into the shower with his underwear on.

Derek's POV

Most people do not know that I have no self confidence in my body image. Yes, I am muscular and I seem intimidating, but honestly, I get hurt by people's opinion's more than you think. Ever since people in the basketball locker room said that I was to fit, when we were showing, I now only shower in private, and I still wear underwear in the shower. Just because I seem intimidating, and ruthless does not mean I am not sensitive. I would fight until my last breath for the people that I love, but I hate being violent, and I hate myself still for when I had to mercy kill Paige. I will never forgive myself. Never.

Said Mark

As I finish washing down my body, I notice my stomach has started to show again, and my abs have started to show slightly. I started to purge right after I got made fun of in the showers in the boy's basketball showers. It got even worse after I had to kill Paige. People cannot assume that since I seem like I am okay and perfect does not mean I am. I have been struggling for months. The only way for me to feel better is when I purge.

Finished said Mark

After I get out of the shower, I change my underwear and get some new clothes on. Then I head downstairs. Once I get into the kitchen I decide to make some chicken stir-fry with some soy sauce sautéed into the stir-fry, with a side of white rice. After I finish the food I decide to go and look for Stiles.

Said other Mark

After I start searching for Stiles, throughout the town of Beacon Hills, I find Stiles at Scott McCalls house. Scott is not home and neither is Melissa. I think Scott is at Jackson's house, and Melissa is at work. After I find the spare key under the welcome mat, I open the door, and start looking for Stiles. After I finish looking through the living room, I smell blood and rush towards the smell. I immediately find stiles passed out. With thin cuts all along his arms and thighs. I push the bloody blade out of Stile's hand onto the pure white tiles of the bathroom, smearing the blood across the floor.

Finished said other Mark

I pick up Stiles, into my arms, and start running down the stairs. I start to feel queasy after I get off the steps. As I feel myself start to fall, as I am falling I see the door open.

To Be Continued...