chapter one : say what now

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My face started to turn as red as a tomato.

"Dad"
There was a tall attractive guy that stood next to him he had tan skin curly black hair that reached down to his  broad shoulders and soulful eyes you could get lost in not to mention his hard abs but I managed to shift my attention to my father.

His face had a look that I couldn't identify it was a mixture of embarrassment and self pity.

It was a look that I have never gazed upon in my life
well on his face anyways.

Even though my dad got arrested
It was ages ago when I was about 8 and now I was 18.

10 years have past only God knows what he has been doing with his life since then the only thing I remember is that he got arrested but sooner got out because he had the best of the best of the best

I realized that my father was a monster but he always wanted the best of the best.

Which is why he didn't want me

Once upon a time my father had a tantrum when a cup that was sent to him for a present by his mother, was blue when he begged for a white one
That day we lost 10 cups because he smashed them on the ground leaving their remainings that I bitterly swept cutting my self numerous times while my mother and summer helped me
R.I.P cups.

Anyway he sooner got released but went to lots of programs.
Getting the help he badly needed.

I punish myself everyday by asking myself the same question.

Has he changed?
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"Can I come in please let me talk"

My mother suddenly dashed to the door spilling her potato chips in the process.

My mother stood in front of me visibly shaking her face pale with terror.

"You need to leave" my mother screamed,
it was night time and if any of my neighbours were asleep they surely would be awake now confused with all the shouting and noise.

The mysterious just walked in and shrugged like he didn't have a care in the world who was this guy and why is he here
And my dad shortly followed.

"Sheep" I whispered but to only myself.

I wasn't scared I was not going to be a coward I walked to my father with courage but my mum held my wrist and gave me the look,

"Go get the phone and call the police"
But I couldn't do this any moment from now I would wake up and this would all be a nightmare this was a figment of my imagination
I gathered all the courage I could weild and stared at the bull right in the eyes
But the man in front of me I could not recognize, he was a stranger.

He wasn't my father

But looks can deceive

The man in front of me did not reek of pitiful smokes and alcohol nor did scowl at me menacingly his eyes were gently and soft.

I expected him to get angry or shout but he kept his cool and gave me the cliché speech about how he has changed and how sorry he was. Maybe I'm
naive or guillable but the tone in his voice you could tell he was close to tears

"I love you winter please forgive me" he said
The boy who stood next to him just looked straight at me he eyes piercing into me it burned so bad

"YOU THINK AFTER EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DONE I WILL JUST FORGIVE  YOU
NO WAY OKAY I AM NOT A PUSHOVER AND I AM NOT SCARED OF YOU, NOT ANYMORE SO GET OUT OF MY LIFE", I screamed at the top of my lungs awakening my neighbours from their slumber.

But I couldn't hold the anger inside anymore
I couldn't control my hate towards him
The man who scarred me and brought my demons to life
The man that broke me
The man who stripped me of any happiness

I felt like a volcano that has just erupted spreading the lava everywhere.

Burning everything

My mother who was behind me stood by me and put her arm around me

My father held out his hand
Was he expecting me to shake it by writing every wrong with a simple handshake but as I looked closely I saw
A letter with a lot of writing decorated with a four leaf clover
That once was my symbol of hope
He remembered

"I truly am sorry for hurting you please just read this letter" he cried

I hesitantly took it
I gave in I felt ashamed but a tiny part of me felt sorry for this man I so badly want to just forget about it and get my dad back

As I took the letter I felt curiosity bite me on the nose

"Who are you" I said bitterly to the guy beside my dad

He shook his head and gave me a smirk

"Im your step-brother."
And with that they left

Say what now
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Authors note
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