Amore. (boyxboy)

♡ Nine ♡

(Austin's POV)

Neko had drove home, once again wild, and making my life flash before my eyes. Damn he drives insane. "Neko, slow down!" He was going 80mph even though there was no hurry to get home.

"I could, but I won't." he sped up and I nearly passed out. What a hoe...

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The next day

We had drove all around downtown, had ice cream, ate 3 boxes of pizza and I had way too much cotton candy. We went to some random carnival with overpriced tickets but somehow Neko managed to pay for everything. It was getting late and the carnival was gonna close soon, and the Ferris wheel lit up, which gave me an idea.

I dragged Neko over to the Ferris wheel and it was empty, perfect. We hopped on and it stopped right at the top, getting a nice view of downtown. "This is beautiful.. But not as beautiful as you" Neko said, making be blush a lot.

I leaned my head on his shoulder and he wrapped his arms around me tightly. "Neko, c-can I tell you something?" this was it. finally the moment I tell him how I feel. 

"What is it angel?" he said, kissing my cheek and I gulped.

"This may sound insane but.. well.." I trailed off trying to find the right words but my mind went blank. 

"What? You can tell me"

"I.. I... I love you. Not just as friends, I love love you. All these years I've had a gigantic crush on you but never told you since all your girlfriends hated me.. I have many feelings for you but I've just held them in, I'm just too scared that... never mind..."

"Just tell me, angel." 

"I fear that you don't feel the same. You've always been so homophobic, so telling you this is pointless since you still only see me as a friend.." I started to sob a bit as my own words hurt me. Neko had lifted my head up and looked straight into my eyes.

"You're more than a friend to me. I've only acted homophobic because I've been with the wrong girls. And truth is... I love love you too. I dated so many girls just to get you off my mind, but all it did was increase my feelings for you"

"B-But what do you see me as?" I slowly stopped sobbing and he gave me a small, reassuring smile.

"Mine."

"W-What?"

"Austin, you've been mine since day one. I've been so overprotective of you because I love you, because I'm scared to lose you. You're mine to keep, mine to kiss, mine to love." He kissed me passionately and hugged me. We didn't even realize the carnival was basically closed, the only thing we were focused on was each other's eyes.

"Come on, let's get to the car, I have a surprise for you" we got off of the Ferris wheel and I ran to the car excitedly.

"Okay, close your eyes" I closed my eyes and smiled a lot, and then felt his lips crash against mine.

He kissed me roughly, not even caring who was watching. I moaned a little as his hands explored my body and I wrapped my arms around his neck, kissing him back roughly. He finally broke away from the kiss and smiled. "I've been waiting to do that all night, beautiful"

"Neko... it's really late and we have school tomorrow.. I should get home"

"C-Can I sleep with you tonight?" He begged, giving me his puppy eyes.

"Well, alright, but you have to take your pills"

"Aw, but they taste like shit..."

"Neko." 

He hopped into the car and surprisingly drove smoothly home, totally different from earlier when he was driving like a psycho.

(Neko's POV)

I watched as Austin fell asleep and I nearly drove into a pole, but managed to avoid it. It's so soothing watching him sleep, he's at such ease that I wish I could have. I wish I had the same amount of sanity to sleep so peacefully.

We finally got home and he wouldn't wake up, so I softly carried him to his bed and tucked him into the covers. I kissed his forehead and went downstairs to sleep on the couch, after today I don't think I'll be able to even control myself around him anymore. I went to go take my pain-killer pills but I heard light, delicate footsteps come down the stairs.

"W-What are y-you still up for? It's 2 in the m-morning" his voice quivered since he just woke up. "Just taking my pills and then I'll go to sleep, I'll sleep on the couch" I went to grab my pills along with some nutella cause hey, why not have nutella at 2am and give myself a sugar rush~

"N-No, you can sleep with me.. And don't have Nutella before bed, especially at this time"

"It's either both or none."

"Suck it up and be a man, it's just a tiny pill" tiny pill? easy for you to say...

"Can you feed it to me then if it's just a 'tiny' pill?"

"No, you're too old for this. Learn to take the pill yourself" he said now sounding like a mom. Time for plan B...

"Well can you at least come over here? You look like you can barely stand" he walked over to me and stood right up front of me and crossed his arms. "Satisfied? Now swallow it." I held it over my mouth but stopped and smirked. "Swallow it before I deflate your jigglypuffs." He sounded annoyed, but I continued to slowly drop it into my mouth.

"Hm.. If only I had something to wash it down with.." I swallowed the pill and pulled him close to me and kissed him roughly, trying to take the taste of the pill off my mind. "I... I'm... I'll be in bed" he quickly ran but I caught him and captured his waist in my hands.

"Ah, not so fast my love. I'm not done just yet" I turned him around and kissed him again, more softly and passionate. I then followed him to his bed, then climbing in beside him. "Goodnight my angel" I kissed his forehead and he sighed. 

"Goodnight" 

LoVe YoU tOo-

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