Victory Boulevard

6.

Jc

"so what? I'm getting so much hate on my instagram over this, look these people are threatening me, i didn't even do anything, i didn't asked to be brought into all this drama, i was fine before" Katrina says almost yelling.

i felt my heart sink into my stomach, i was fucked up to realize that its hard for her because she's not used to stuff like this. i forgot that its easy for me because I'm used to it, those channels just like to start drama for views on their channel. once i got to the house i just went to my room and watched those drama videos. they seemed really convincing , i would believe it if i was a fan. I'm fucked ode, because me and Katrina are only friends, even though we went on a date. obviously i have caught feelings, i cant show them yet because we have only known each other for a couple of days , but its weird, she is already moved in with us. but she doesn't understand the feelings i caught for her. she acts like she doesnt have any .. whatever thought . ill wait until she's done being mad at me. 

"dude you ok?" Corey says.

"I'm fine yo" i answer.

"no your not" Kian says.

"im not gonna be all sad over an argument, do you know who i am?" i answer.

"Jc shut the fuck up" Kian says laughing. 

i start laughing. we were probably laughing for like 4 minutes , over some dumb shit. i think its crazy how we laugh for a long time over something stupid. 

" can we go somewhere today?" i ask the guys.

"where?" they say.

"idk the bar or something?" i suggest.

"yea sure, go get ready" they leave my room.

i get ready, i wore something boring. a white shirt, blue jeans, and white vans. the guys did not take that long to get ready. we head off into the car, it took about 10 minutes to get to the bar . we sat at the booth, it was , Kian, Corey, Bobby, and i . we drank 4 beers each. i wasn't really drunk . the guys found girls to hangout with , i didn't hangout with any until, i saw a girl. she was gorgeous, not as gorgeous as Katrina, but i had to talk to her. 

"hey , you with anyone tonight?"i walk up to her and ask.

"yes i am , fucker" she says with an attitude.

"oh well then" i walk away.

after 2 hours of drinking we finally go home, i don't really remember what time it was. i walk up to Franny's room her and Katrina were sleeping. Katrina was sleeping in the bed and Franny had the air mattress on the floor and thats where she was sleeping. i walk over and slip into the bed where Katrina is sleeping , she mumbles and moves a bit, she gets up and walks to the bathroom and closes the door. she comes out and lays back down. about a minute later.

"Jc?"

"yea?"

"you smell like beer, were you drinking?"

"yea only a little"

"a little , you smell like a whole case of beer, fuck you mean only a little" 

keep in mind we were whispering because we didn't want to wake up Franny. 

"ok , i had only 5 beers, but if you want me to stop drin-" 

"no its ok" she yawns.

"go to sleep" i say hugging her.

she didn't hug me back, i mean i wouldn't either but that didn't matter. i wanted her , only her. but its too early , i cant show my emotions starting tomorrow, because right now I'm just being all of her . i think i even said i loved her but i hope i didn't , because she didn't answer.

"Jc" she says.

"whats up?" i answer

"i think i love you" she says.

"you do"

"yea"

i wake up, smiling.

it only was a dream. i wake up in my bed , Kian is screaming for everyone to wake up. it was 8 am , ew. i remember Kian telling me that he is taking us to Six Flags , i was hype even tho i was hung over , the car ride was like an hour , so hopefully ill be fine by then. i got my shit packed. 

we were in the car . Harrison stayed home because he hates Six Flags, and he wanted to work on his channel. i was ready for Bobby to vlog all day today.

we got into the car. Katrina was still ignoring me , i didn't know what to do. Bobby told me to get her flowers, but i got her flowers like 3 times. I was in the front with Corey because i called shot gun and i didn't want to annoy Katrina anymore then we did. 

about an hour later we got there, i didn't feel hungover anymore. we finally went on some rides, fans came up a lot, i wasn't in a very good mood. the guys and i went to some ride, while Franny and Katrina went to the bathroom. the lines weren't that long because it looked like it was gonna rain so we got on pretty fast , my mood changed. when i went over to Franny and Katrina , there was a whole group of guys around them.

"Katrina lets take a flick" some guy says.

"ok" she smiles.