Victory Boulevard

8.

Katrina
i basically told the people that i wasn't really interested in being a model. they didn't answer or anything, so whatever. today was the day that i had to do that stupid challenge, i was type happy though. Franny told me that  we are playing cup pong and that in each cup it's a crazy challenge. i hate bugs, and they are always doing something with bugs.
"Katrina its time to film" Kian yells.
"im changing my outfit" i yell back.
"again?"
"yea hold on"
i change into an adidas hoodie it had flowers all over it and had nude leggings on.
i walk downstairs.
"oh my god" Jc whispers to Kian
"she's beautiful" he says again
i act like i don't hear it.
"what's up guys it's Kian and Jc, we have our roommates"
"FRANNY AND KATRINAAAAAA" kian yells.
"so today we are doing Fear Pong Roommate Addition" jc starts.
"we are doing teams girls vs. boys , you should know how this goes we play this shit all the time." kians says.
"LETSSSS GOOOOOO BITCHHHHHESSSSS" kian runs over to the pool table with 6 cups on each side. i run with my fuzzy socks and almost slip but hold on to Franny and we fall. we all started laughing.
"im nice at this shit , so get ready to lose" i say.
"yea ok" they say in unison.
"ladies fir-" jc says
before he could finish i throw it and get it in.
i start laughing, kian and jc's face were everything. it was so funny.
they had to drink a cup full of toilet water. they were so mad.
kian threw the next ball. missed. franny threw hers. missed. jc threw the ball. didn't miss got it in. but it was a pass.
the rest of the video was us doing dares. me and franny had to do mouse traps. i wanted to cry it hurt, but it was funny. franny and i lost though.  they had one cup left. i knew i could have got it in but we already lost so.  we finished the video.
jc told me to go up to his room when i'm ready. so i went.
"hey" i open the door.
"hey" he answers.
"i wanna talk"
"about what" i ask.
"us"
"oh" i feel a cocky appear on my face.
"yea , i'm sorry about saying that to you , your not used to this famous stuff and i feel bad" he says coming closer to me.
"its fine , im used to it now " i smile.
"i hope you can forgive me" he puts his hand on the side of my face.
he kisses me , i kiss back.
"i like you , a lot katrina" he says.
"i like you too" i answer.
we start kissing again.
so many thoughts goin through my mind. where does all this come from. does he really want to be with me. ugh my mind its going crazy with thoughts. i wonder if he really likes me. it makes sense why he was mad at six flags. omg everything is making sense now. everyone in house knows, im guessing.
after our talk i go back into me and franny's room. i decided i wanted to go live on younow because im bored. my views were more than ever, they went up ever since that youtube video. i don't get hate anymore , i turned my instagram comments off for a while and just recently turned them on. i don't get hate anymore, im so happy about that. everything seems to be ok , me and my mom have been in contact. Crystal met someone so she doesn't want to move to L.A. anyways . so i was happy about that, whenever she's happy im happy. my mom seems perfect. Harrison went back to the U.K. to see family. it was so sad. Kian and Jc, were about to cry. i didn't, but i was sad because he reminded me of a brother. since Christmas and New Years , are coming up. i might fly back home to see them. the house wants me to stay for their house party , on New Years. i told my mom i was gonna stay then fly back after to see them for a week or two.
Franny wanted me to go shopping for a couple hours, i was down. i got my shoes on then we left.
we went into some big mall.
i spent over $1000 on clothes we were ready to leave. we didn't have anymore cash in our pockets. my mom wouldn't be mad at me if i told her i needed more clothes to wear.
we ate at the mall , the car was full of bags, well the back of the car.  we got home. it was like 10:16 , i was tired. so i got into my pjs, i put the bags of clothes over in the closet. i went into Jc's room and hoped into bed with him. i wanted to cuddle want can i say.
"Katrina i love you"
that's all i remember him saying. i think he thought i was sleeping but my eyes were closed. then i fell asleep