Wake up call [Trixya]

Chapter 12

Trixie POV

Brian and I are in a cab on our way to the airport, I'm holding his hand seeing his legs are trembling nervously. "It's gonna be fine." I softly say to him. It takes him out of his thoughts and he looks at me. Once it sinks in what I said he smiles. "I know, I'm just, I don't like flying?" He says and I laugh. "You can use Ginger as a floatation device if all goes wrong." I say while laughing. Brian bursts into laughter and slaps my leg softly. "You shady bitch." He says when he's calmed down. "Thank you for coming with me. I really appreciate it." He says as he strokes with his thumb over the back of my hand. "Thank Ru! She made it possible for me to come!" I say with excitement. "I will most definitely thank her when I see her." He says with a sigh. A happy sigh though. We drive past all sorts of beautiful buildings and I'm looking my eyes out. I've seen this plenty of times before, but with Brian next to me it feels more magical. Everything with Brian feels magical. Especially the night before. I giggle as I think about it. "What's so funny?" Brian asks me with a smile on his face. "Nothing, nothing.. Was just, thinking about something that happened." I say with a huge blush on my face. Brian notices it and smirks. "Was that something, something that happened in a bedroom?" He asks. I bite my lip. "Perhaps." I reply softly. "Want to tell me what happened in that bedroom, Mrs. Firkus?" He asks with a wide grin on his face. "I'd rather not, but I'd gladly show it." I say playfully and Brian starts blushing like crazy. I look back outside the window and notice we're on the parking lot of the airport. Once we've found a spot we get out and I help Brian carry his luggage.

As we're walking I notice a figure waving at us. I try to see who it is and as we get closer I notice it's Aaron and Justin. I drop the suitcases I'm holding and sprint towards Aaron. He spreads his arms and I almost tackle him when I wrap my arms around him. He hugs me back and lays his head on top of mine. I notice Justin's not really, smiling at me. He's just staring at me. I let go of him and look back where I see Brian dragging all of his suitcases along. I rush towards him and grab the two that I was holding. "I'm so sorry!" I say to him. "It's fine silly." He replies but I notice an agitated look on his face. I decide to just let it go and eventually Justin and Aaron both also grab a suitcase. We walk inside, get the information and walk to the right gate. As we arrive at gate 12 and as we see the waiting lounge we notice some other queens are there already. Alyssa walks towards us and gives us both a hug. "Now lil' miss Trix, we'll take very good care of your Katya!" She says and lays a hand on Brian's shoulder. Brian laughs and I just smile. We choose a spot to sit and as I want to sit down Aaron asks me to join him outside. I walk after him and as we walk through the door he immediately grabs a cigarette and lights it. I reach out my hand and try to take one from his pack. He quickly pulls it away. "Excuse me? You're not going to tell me you picked up smoking." Aaron says to me with a harsh undertone. I cross my arms and look down. "Everyone's right, it relieves stress." I softly say. "Yeah, and there are other ways to do that. Read a book, go on a fucking hike but please don't pick up this filthy habit." He says to me and lights his cigarette. I sigh and lean against a wall. It's awkwardly silent for a while. Then Aaron breaks the silence, looking in the distance. "I think Justin found out." He simply says. "What? You're joking right?" I ask him and stand up straight. He shakes his head. "Wish I was. When I came home he said I didn't smell like myself and he recognised the smell. Please buy more manly perfume next time." He replies and my eyes widen. "So this is my fault? Who's the one who started assaulting who?" I say to him, almost angry. "I haven't had any action in 4 weeks! And cut me some slack, it's not like you didn't like it or that you're taken already." He says. "You took advantage of me, in my vulnerable state when you KNEW I wasn't thinking straight!" I yell at him. I look inside and notice some of the queens looking at us from inside, chatting. I notice Brian staring at me with wide eyes. I turn back to Aaron and notice the angry look in his eyes. "What?!" I say, a bit too angry. I notice the expression in his eyes changing from angry to sad and he slides down against the wall until he's sitting. "I don't know what I'm doing. With myself, with you, with Justin. I shouldn't have done this to you." He says, looking into the distance again. "Is there any way I can make this right?" He asks. I look down at him. I can see he's hurting and totally not himself. "Just be a friend. And my drag mom." I say to him and hold out my hand. He grabs it and I pull him up. As he's standing up straight I hug him tightly. We then walk back inside and just as I'm inside I'm being pushed against the wall. I see Justin an inch away from my face. "Justin!" Aaron yells but he doesn't reply. Aaron wants to intervene but I see Alyssa pull him away. "You don't ever lay a finger on my boyfriend again, or I'll lay a finger on you. Capiche?" He says to me in a soft, whispering but harsh voice. I just nod and he steps away from me. I look at everyone who's looking at me and I rush towards the closest toilets. I get in one of the little booths until I hear a familiar voice. "Brian? Brian where are you?" I quickly dry my eyes and open the lock of my booth. The door opens and I'm greeted by Brian's worried but at the same time loving face. "Should I ask what's wrong? And what happened back there?" He asks with a weak smile and walks into the booth with me, locking the door.

"And so that day we were going to have a movie night, Aaron came early and, we fooled around. I feel terrible about it, he feels terrible about and it's something we should've never done. Justin apparently found out and that's why he's angry at me." I finally stop talking and let out a big sigh. I'm waiting for Brian to storm out. I've told him the whole thing, the truth. I'm done with making up lies. But he doesn't storm out. As I'm sitting on the toilet bowl with my arms crossed on my lap and my face resting on them I suddenly feel a hand on my shoulder. I look up at Brian and he's, smiling at me? "Thank you for telling me the truth. Now I know my Brian again." He says and I smile at him. "I'll talk to Justin, you just care about how you spend the time without me." He says and plants a kiss on my cheek. Suddenly we hear a high pitched voice announcing something. "The plane at gate 12 leaves in 10 minutes. I repeat, the plane at gate 12 leaves in 10 minutes." Brian unlocks the door of the booth, we both get out and hurry back to the group. "Brian where were you?" Ginger asks as she sees us. I roll my eyes and Brian softly laughs. "Nevermind it, had to help this little one through something." He replies and points at me. I look at all the other ladies and notice Aaron and Justin are sitting apart from each other. I catch Aaron looking at me and his eyes are full of tears. I look back over at Justin and his eyes are pointed straight at me, filled with hatred. I swallow loudly and Brian wraps his arm around my waist for comfort. Those ten minutes went by way too quickly because the flight attendant is standing in front of the entrance to the plane, ready to let everyone in. Suddenly a feeling of anxiety creeps over me. I told Aaron I'd tell him today. And now he's about to leave and I still haven't said it. "Uh, Brian?" I softly ask as we stand in the line, waiting for everyone's ticket to get scanned. "Not now, I'm looking for my ticket." He replies. "Brian it's important and I sort of think you want to hear it." I say again and yank at his shirt. "Finally!" He screams as he holds up his ticket to have it scanned. He then turns to me. "What was it?" He asks me. I fiddle around with my fingers and have a hard time getting anything out of my mouth other than nervous laughter. I suddenly feel a hand on my back and look who it is. I smile as I see Aaron standing next to me and I already feel calmer. Brian has now raised an eyebrow at me, telling me to hurry. "Brian.." I softly speak. The flight attendant already told Brian to walk and he slowly walks, but still wants to hear what I have to say. "..I'm in love with you." I say and it almost gets entirely quiet. "Oh." Brian says and he turns around to walk further. My breathing almost stops and I feel Aaron has to hold me tightly to keep me up right. Brian then all of a sudden turns around with the speed of light. "Wait, what?!" He almost yells and I can see his eyes widen. My face lights up as I notice a smile on his face. He wants to run to me but gets held back by one of the security guards. "Sir, you're making everything go slower and we want to leave." He states. "So fucking what? You can't wait 5 more minutes or so?" Brian says to him, a wrong move. He gets picked up by the guard and literally carried into the plane. Before he's in he turns his face to me. "I'll come back for you! I don't know when but I'll come back!" He says and it gets softer as he gets carried further. I look at all the other queens who are grinning from ear to ear at me. Except for Justin, who hisses at me as he walks past me.

Once all the queens are in the plane Aaron and I stand by the window and wait for it to take off. Once it does I lean against him. I sigh and he holds me close to him. Aaron speaks softly and with a sort of cracked voice. "You heard him, he'll come back for you." He says to me as we both look at the plane go higher and higher. "I know."