Wake up call [Trixya]

Chapter 11

Sharon POV

As I open my eyes I notice Brian's still sleeping in my embrace. The other Brian, or, Katya wasn't there. Maybe he had already gone downstairs. I think about last night and smile. I poke his cheek and Brian slowly flutters his eyes open. "Goodmorning.." He softly says. "Goodmorning sunshine." I reply and smile at him. He wrestles himself out of my embrace and I give in. He sits up straight, stretches his arms and yawns. "Where's Brian?" He asks. I shrug. "Don't know." I reply and grab his arm to pull him closer to me again. He lets it happen and falls into my embrace again. He moves his head up and gives me a sloppy morning kiss. Still somewhat intoxicated huh? Not that I mind. I love Brian. And I can't stand it that he's so in pain because he can't tell Brian that he's in love with him. I look down at him resting with his head on my chest and with my fingers I graze through his hair. I notice the door opening and Brian walks in. He smiles weakly at us and sits on the end of the bed. "I have some bad news." He announces. Brian sits up and we both look at him. "What is it?" I ask.

Trixie POV

Brian's news shattered my heart. He's leaving tomorrow instead of 2 days later. It would still be soon but now it's tomorrow. We all just sort of sit there until I feel Brian taking my hand. I look up at him and he smiles at me. But I can see he's on the verge of tears. I pull him closer and he lays against me. I stroke his arm and Aaron hugs us both. We're all just laying there in silence. Then Aaron says he has to leave. We all get out of bed and walk downstairs. Aaron fell asleep in his clothes so he can leave right away. I open the door and he steps outside. "Brian, can I say something to you? Privately?" He asks me and Brian walks inside. I step outside with Aaron and he looks at me. "Tell him. Tomorrow. I won't come with you if that's easier, or I will if you need some support." He says to me as he gently grabs my arms. "I don't know if I think I can do it.." I softly say. He pulls me closer and embraces me. "I know you can do it." He whispers. After a short while he lets go of me and gets in his car. Brian walks back outside and wraps his arm around me. We both wave at him and then get back inside. Once Brian locks the door and turns to me I hug him tightly and burst into tears. He hugs me back and strokes my back softly. "I don't want you to leave! You can't leave! You can't leave me!" I yell at him once I let go, tears staining my cheeks. He just looks at me and doesn't reply. "Say something! Anything!" I say at him but he still doesn't say anything. I angrily walk towards the backdoor and walk outside. I pace around my backyard until I see Brian walk outside as well, lighting a cigarette. I quickly walk towards it and grab it out of his hand, taking a drag myself. I inhale and immediately start coughing. "What the fuck are you doing?!" Brian almost screams at me. I continue coughing and he pats my back gently. Once finally done I turn to him, my eyes red and puffy. "I just want you here.." I softly say and punch his chest.

After a while of talking and me mostly crying over it we sit inside, together on my couch. I lay my hand next to me at the same moment Brian lays his hand next to him. Our hands touch and before I can pull it away he interlaced his fingers with mine. I look down at our hands and then up at him. "I'm sorry." He says with a weak smile. "I'm sorry I have to leave. I'm sorry I have to leave you alone, with no way to contact me. I'm so sor-" I cut him off by crashing my lips against his. I don't care what he does or what he thinks. I'm grabbing every chance I get and see where it'll end me. He lets go of my hand and for a second I'm scared he'll push me away, but he doesn't. He lays one hand against my cheek and one on my neck, slowly laying me down on the couch. I give in and wrap my arms around his neck loosely. He opens his mouth and so do I, deepening the kiss. We're both groaning and softly moaning into the kiss. Into this sensual moment. I pull my head back to catch my breath. "Still the alcohol?" I ask jokingly as I bite my lip. "Oh fuck off, Linda." He says with a chuckle before pressing his lips against mine again for a second before moving down. Softly nibbling on my jawline and moving down to my neck. Leaving little kisses and love bites. I close my eyes and bite my lips harder to muffle any sound that's trying to escape my mouth. As he then tries to suck on my neck I softly push him away. "One's enough, okay?" I say and we both laugh. "I'll miss you." He says to me and lays on top of me. I hug him and sigh. I scratch his head softly until I hear him breathing louder. I look at his face and he's fast asleep, mouth open, drooling. I chuckle at the sight and decide to stay awake to savour the moment.

I open my eyes and realise I fell asleep as well. Brian's still snoring on top of me so I poke his side and he opens his eyes slowly. He looks up at me and then sits up straight, I do as well. "Brian?" He asks me. "Yes?" I reply, raising an eyebrow. "What's with all the kissing?" He asks, and my eyes widen. Should I tell him now? "Well, I figured we were already so close, a little kiss here and there isn't wrong right?" I say nervously. He shrugs and smiles. "I guess so. It doesn't feel wrong too, you know? Like, safe. And you're an amazing kisser." He says and my face lights up. The one I want thinks I'm an amazing kisser! "It's kind of late, should I order some pizza?" He says, distracting me from my thoughts. "Uh, sure, but vegetarian please." I reply. "Ofcourse, princess." He says and grabs his phone. He orders 2 pizzas, a 6-pack of beer and a tub of Ben & Jerry's. It arrives about half an hour later and Brian walks to the door to grab it and pay. He walks back in with the two boxes and hands me mine. I dive right in and almost moan from how good it is. I look at Brian and he's staring at me, blushing. "What? It's almost better than sex." I say with my mouth full and he laughs. I turn on the TV and we watch Friends together as we eat.

Once we're done and threw everything away we head upstairs, get undressed, brush our teeth and get in bed. "Tomorrow we first have to drive past me and get my bags." He says as he lays down. "No, I'm letting you leave without any of your stuff. Duh!" I reply and lay down next to him. I make him turn around and lay right behind him, spooning. I wish this night would never end. He turns around to face me and on accident his bulge grazes against my leg. "Oh my god, are you?" I ask laughing. I can see his face turn bright red. "I'm sorry! You just got me really worked up back then!" He replies. "Oh wow, and it's still there?" I ask, still laughing. "It doesn't really go away easy.." He softly says. I hesitate before saying anything, not knowing if it's appropriate or not. I just go for it. "Need some help?" I ask, out of the blue. His expression turns shocked and he nervously looks away. "Hm?" I hum. I can see him nod ever so slightly. I let go of him and move down. He looks away from me and I smirk. I grab the waistband of his boxers and pull it down every so slowly, eventually it literally springs out. I let out a yelp and my eyes widen, it's bigger than expected. I wrap one hand around his member and start stroking it up and down. I can already hear him wheeze and pant softly. I chuckle and go faster. After a short while I wrap my lips around the head and suck on it while still moving my hand up and down, faster and a bit tighter. His moans have become louder and louder and as my lips touched him he shivered. He grabs ahold of the sheets tightly as I continue. It doesn't take long for him to reach his climax, and as stupid as I am I forgot to let go. I gag ever so slightly but then swallow. I let go of him and look at him. He finally looks up at me with this smirk on his face and his eyes filled with passion and fire. I bite my lip and pull his boxers back up. I crawl back up to lay next to him which I do. He wraps his arms around me from behind and whispers into my ear. "I owe you one." I shiver from the whispering but smile as my heart skips a beat.