Dear Nate,
I thought you said you won't leave me. You promised you wouldn't. But you're now sitting in Heaven, probably picking white lilies or sketching the sunset, without me. You broke your promise. I believed you when you made that promise because I knew you never broke my promises. But you did along with my heart. You see, all I can remember is you these days.I shouldn't blame you since I shouldn't have let you go. I still remember that day crystal clear. If only, if only I had let you stay. I remember us sitting in your Chevy. I remember me asking 'Do you ever think about the future? What do you see?' I remember you caressing my cheek and keeping your green eyes locked with mine. I remember you ruffling your ebony black hair and slowly attaching your lips with mine. I remember you pulling away and saying 'You.' I remember my heart pounding louder and me saying to myself 'I am in love with this boy. I am head over heels for him.' I never smiled more broadly than I did then. But, after you asked 'What do you see?' I remember getting off the seat and outside, motioning you to follow me. I never answered you, did I? But now that I think about it, tears pour out of my eyes because my answer was 'You' as well.
