Finding True Love

11

I woke up in the bed next to Jace in the infirmary. Everyone turned to look at me and I wasn't sure if I had to look of horror on my face but Alec rushed right over.

"Hey what's wrong Clary? Do you remember what happened?" Alec said pulling me in a hug, which I every much needed.

"Yes," was all I could say at first. As I pulled away from Alec to look at everyone I slowly looked at Jace to see the golden eyes I once got lost in. Seeing his eyes gave me the strength to speak again. "I had a vision when I passed out. I don't know if it was real or not but I think it was. Somehow Sebastian comes back." I'm terrified to speak and Alec rubs may back and I focus on him while I finish. "I don't know if it's because of the demon attack on Jace, it has to be vaguer the demon was going after Jonathon first. In the vision Jace was Sebastian." I finally looked back at Jace, he looked disgusted with him downing the feeling Sebastian had for me.

"Then just kill me know so I won't turn into that monster." Jace said and I can feel Alec tense.

"That won't work, I had kept asking how you were alive that I watched you die and that's where you said that your name wasn't Jace and I only knew that it was Sebastian because he called me little sister." Jonathon was near me now and hugged me so tight. He still blames himself even though it was Sebastian that hurt me. I began to cry not being able to control my emotions at this point.

"When we it stop? Why does everything have to keep happening to me?" I cry looking at everyone.

"Clary I'm so sorry, maybe I shouldn't have kept you from this world or killed Valentine all those years ago. Jonathon and you would have grown up together in the shadow world and none of this stuff would be happening." My mother saids coming to hug me.

"Mom Valentine has cheated death more then once. He would have been here and all this stuff would have happened one way or another. I love the life I have now, the people I've meet, both the relationships I've had. I wouldn't change a thing but I wish I was just a stupid mundane not knowing anything that really happens in this world." I lend against Alec and he puts his arm around me to comfort me when a blue dust engulfs me.

I know it took awhile but here's another chapter one will be coming in a few days. And sorry its a short chapter.