I don't want to remember you//chapter 1

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*buzz* *buzz*

I looked over at my phone which was ringing, i saw it was someone named.

'Someone I used to know' It looked familiar, just didn't come to mind.

"Hello?" I said.

"Listen, I don't want you to hang up. I need to talk to you." I began to get scared.

"W-who is this?" I stuttered.

"Babe? You don't remember me?!" He shouted into the phone, I looked around and in the mirror as I talked on the phone.

"I don't recall." I said kinda frightened. I'm so confused! Who is this?! Obviously he won't tell me.

"Last summer? Magcon? Anything ring a bell?" I replayed those words in my head, 'magcon' 'last summer' oh fuck. It's Cameron.

"I gotta go bye!" I said as I ended the call. No, no, no, this can't happen again! I changed my number for a reason! I MOVED for a reason! How did he find me?!

"Dad! Dad come here please!" I shouted holding my arms close to me.

"What's wrong sweetheart?"

"It's him again.."

"who?" He said kinda wierded out by my behaviour, last time I acted like this, I ended up in a mental hospital all because of Cameron.

"Cameron! He called me again!" I said trying not to cry, all those memories, the pain, the cuddles, the heartbreaks, it all just ties my stomach in a knot.

"Give me your phone." He commanded.

"What?" I said.

"Give. Me. Your. Phone." He stated gritting his teeth. "What's your password?!" He shouted.

"6824" I said, my dad rapidly clicked on the numbers until he finally got in.

"Hello? Is this Cameron? Yes, this is Mr Jackson, enough of this fucking bullshit, my daughter was in a mental hospital because of you, now. Enough calling or I will file a restraint against you, goodbye." My dad took the phone from his ear and handed it back to me, I kept thinking about what he said, I missed it all, not anymore, all it is, nightmares, bad memories, things I don't even wanna mention.

"Thank you." I said, wiping a tear from my face, all my dad did was smile slightly and walk out. I sat on my bed and had those memories keep popping into my head, his voice, the way he'd yell at me. No stop it! He's gone now! I live in Florida! He'll never come here.

~Few weeks later

"This is addressed to the.. Jackson family?" The delivery man advised.

"That's us!" I put on a smile and grabbed the box from his hands and signed a form. "Thank you!" I smiled and shut the door. I walked looking at the package up the stairs and into the living room, I saw it was addressed from anonymous, I wonder who. I opened up the package and I saw a magcon sweatshirt. Fuck. I pulled out a whole bunch of things, mostly empty cans that me and ugh, Cameron, used to write on all the time. Why would I want these?! I tossed them on the floor and dug into the bottom to find a little box, I opened the box and I found a little golden locket, I remember this all too well. I opened up the little locket and saw a grad picture of me and Cameron, we looked so happy, we were so happy. I took the locket and put it back into the box and put everything back in, I was scanning the box until I heard a little click of the lock. Oh shit, dad's home. I quickly closed the box and ran to my room and stuffed it underneath my bed, bumping my other box of stuff from him I got a long time ago. I don't even know why I still have it.

"Hey sweetie." My Dad kissed my forehead and sighed and took his coveralls off.

"Hard day at work Dad?" I asked.

"Same old, same old, just working on wires and what not." He laughed. I fake smiled and chuckled very slyly.

"Something wrong?" He asked.

"No! Of course not! Why would you ask me such a question?!" I said. Smooth Jaycie! You probably just blew everything!

"Oh, ok. Just wondering." He raised and eye brow, I relieved my face and walked to my room, I sprawled out on my bed until I heard a little buzz again. It was a blocked number.

"Hello?"

"Jaycie, did you get the package?" He asked quickly.

"Cameron?"

"Yes, yes. It's me! Now did you get it or not?!" He said.

"Yes, but why did you send me all this stuff?" I said pulling the little box out from under my bed.

"I just wanted you to remember all the good times we had."

"There you go, you just said it. What we had. Not anymore. Now leave me alo-"

"Jaycie? Whose on the phone?" My dad came into my room.

"Just Kelsey, no big deal!" I said closing my door and leaning up against it.

"Now you listen here. Leave me the fuck alone, I don't want to remember you!" I ended the call furiously, I screamed and threw my phone, I held my face in my hands and slid down the door, I looked up towards the ceiling.

I don't want to remember you.

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