Make Her Fall (Underconstruction)

Prologue

Copyright 2014 by princesscatastrophe

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Make Her Fall

 

-p r o l o g u e-

 

“I’m letting her go. I’m tired, she’s tired. Come what may.”

 

Tears fell from my face habang nakikinig ako sa usapan nila. Nakasandal ako sa pader, gusto kong saksakin yung sarili ko. Ganon na lang ba lahat sa kanya? Wala na talaga siyang pakialam?

Bwisit siya! Bakit ko ba iniiyakan yang gagong yan kung iiwanan niya din ako? Naiirita ako sa sarili ko!

Utak ko: Bakit hindi mo na lang kasi aminin na nasasaktan ka? Pagtatakpan mo pa eh.

 

Odi nasasaktan ako! Sobra. Pinilit kong hindi gumawa ng ingay habang nakikinig ng patago sa usapan nilang dalawa. Tinakpan ko na lang bibig ko para siguradong habang umiiyak ako hindi nila maririnig.

 

“What if she isn’t tired at all? Pare, you’re totally wasting chances. You should chase her.”  

 

Tama ang kaibigan niya. Paano kung hindi ako nagsasawa? Paano kung gusto ko lang talaga ng ganito na lang kami kasi takot ako sa commitment?

 

“You know what?! Wala kang alam! Why should I chase her when she loves somebody else?! Isn’t it like making a fool out of yourself? Now fuck off!” Sabat niya.

There was constant silence before his friend spoke. I was trembling in fear, trembling for the fact that this may be the last. The last time I would hear his voice; his answer, if he would or not give up on us.

Meron bang ‘kami’ o ‘us’? parang wala naman.

“Alam mo pare bago ako umalis, this may not be the best bro advice ever, But I’m telling you, that this time, you have to make her fall. Make her feel special. Make her the best thing that has ever happened to you. Make her feel like she’s the only one.”

 

Pinunasan ko yung mga luha ko. Umalis na ako sa pader na sinasandalan ko. Hindi ko na kaya marinig yung susunod niyang sasabihin. Baka mas lalo lang ako masaktan.