God where are u?
Where are you God? I need you. Four hard years it's been. Four tough, painful, hard years I've had and this isn't even the end. Oh lord please please please help me, I need you I really do. I honestly need you. I'm weak, i'm broken and I don't have the fighting strength left me in. It's not a good life it's a painful and bitter life and I know I've endured enough.
Please oh god take me away, show me a way out.
I'm ready.
Continue to bless my family and my dear mother keep her long after me, keep her safe and continue to look after her a protect her so that her days on earth may be long. I love my mother and I want nothing more than her happiness and to hear her beautiful laugh every single day. Let her joy be ever lasting.
