The New Girl // Jonas Bridges Fanfic // Xreader

Train Tracks

(y/n) p.o.v

                       I just want to die and I don't know why. I just had the guy that I love save my life...... I kinda wish he didn't and that he didn't come that way I could have just let that guy kill me. That way both of our life would be better.

*30 minutes later*

                    We have been walking for about half hour now and we found train tracks. He wanted to take pictures so I took a couple of him and then he said: " Now you!" " I'm good, really."  I said rejecting his offer. 

" Oh come on you look amazing. Just one PLEASEEEEEEEE!!" " Why?" I say still not wanting to do it. " For fun or maybe for your insta when we get back.( and maybe for my screen saver )" he said under his breath but I could still hear him. " Fine." I say as I give in. He takes at least 200 pictures and even more of the both of us. Then we packed up everything and started heading home.

Jonas p.o.v 

                    I don't want this to end. We are having so much fun together and most people aren't able to see the real her and every person should. She's so goofy, nice, and caring underneath all her insecurities. I just don't have words for the way she makes me feel it's something I've never felt before but I like. 

(Y/n) p.o.v

I couldn't take it anymore I want to die I want to escape all this. I start running to the train tracks thinking "I can end it all right here right now so why not just get it over with". I hear Jonas running behind me I stand in front of the train tracks and hear the horn but I don't move one inch. The train got closer and closer I close eyes waiting for impact I feel a push and..........

A/n I know it's short and HA cliff hanger. To get the next chapter I need this to get to 5 votes. Thanks loves❤ hope to see you soon 🌌