I Love U (Mamamoo, Twice & Gfriend Fanfic)

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Hwasa POV

Back Then.

Sooyoung movement was really insane!

SHE KISSED ME!

ON THE LIPS!

I'm asking you, how can she juz closed her eyes while mine are slightly open?!

I don't know what to do now. Should i kiss back? should I lean back? If she do this before she leave me, which was so long ago, I'll be crazy, but now, I juz see her as my bestfriend and not more. Like Umji.  Oh God please lead me.

I can't kiss her back.

I love our friendship.

I want her to understand my love to her.

Yes, I love her but not this way.

But one thing that really opposite from the bottom of my heart,

Her lips are so soft.

Its past a minute, She still kissing me. I can feel that she was about to broke the kiss. I don't know why but I did react to the kiss.
Yes. I kissed back. I juz close my eyes. When I'm moving my lips, she immediately do the same.My hand automatically move to her neck while hers, snake her hand towards my waist. Since she's a bit taller than me, I have to make myself higher but she doesn't allow me to. Instead, She's the one who make herself lower. I can feel butterflies in my stomatch. I never feel this way. Even I'm being closer to Umji.

Wait.

Speaking of Umji, My eyes then widen and I push her.  No, this is wrong.  She look at me with her shock face.

"Why Hyejin? Why?!" She shouted frustratedly.

"This Is SO WRONG?!" I shouted. She taken aback. Then I ran away. I ran all the way back to my class.

"Why Hwasa? WHY? You already said to yourself that you'll hate her if you meet her but look at yourself now. You feel so comfortable when you met her. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU AHN HYEJIN!!!"  I juz hung my head low when I already arrived at class.

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At The rooftop.

We're agruing with each other now.

"I like...no I love you Kim Yewon. I love you so.much." I shouted. I don't why but that was the thing that wanted to came oit from.my mouth. Yeah and I juz realize that I juz confess to her. Yeah Confess to her.

"I love you too Hyejin-ah but why did you need to change?" She said and hold my  hand. I juz let her do it. See? She will never see me the way I saw her. I don't know why but I feel so hurt wherenever I saw her face.  I then let go of her hand and walk towards the door.

"You won't understand Yewon-ah." I said to Her

"MAKE ME THEN!" She suddenly shouted. I never heard she shouted like that. Of course my body will react towards her sudden action. I juz take a glance at her and start to walk again.

"You juz won't understand and you will never understand." I said. Suddenly she pull my wrist which make me to turn back. We're extremely close to each other! Our tip nose almost touching. Of course both of us froze. No one of us make a move. Suddenly something fall from her eyes. Then I can feel that myself start to come back to my soul. She's crying. I'm starting to get panic. I Can't think another thing, all I can think now is hugging her. I hug her. Yes I admit thatI miss her. So So So much! But she doesn't allow me to. Her grip on my wrist tighten.

"I miss you Hyejin-ah. I want you. My Ahn Hyejin." She said with her crack voice. I wanted to cry so badly. Yeah I did cry earlier, but I already stop myself. But seeing her in this kind of condition, Its broke my heart. Its so damn hurt. Imagine that you're seeing your crush crying BECAUSE OF YOU. Infront of you. What should I do now? Why can't I think right now?!