LOST and FOUND
lost
\ˈlȯst\
adjective
: unable to be found
: not knowing where you are or how to get to where you want to go
: unable to find your way
: no longer held, owned, or possessed
found
\ˈfau̇nd\
past and past participle of find
find
\ˈf...
3 years had pass and I'm a new person now. Not the one they used to know 3 years ago but a powerful bachelorette in Asia .
Struggled to portray a different person to be able to reach the expectations of the people around me.
Pathetic?
Well that's not me anymore ! Find someone who can play with your dumb acts and petty conversations during midnight until dawn.
Time healed me and erased all the memories of the past , now I'm the fantasy of all men and the new epitome of beauty .
Yeah , time heals all wounds but cannot erase a deep rooted scar that had been casted from my nerves up to my skin.
I'm happy now with my life together with my new bestfriend , new special someone , and a new part of our family.
I hope this will never end.
Pag nagmahal ba dapat handa kang masaktan?
- Hindi naman dapat yan ang tanong eh! Dapat handa ka bang maging manhid , martyr , bulag , pipi , bingi , malakas at matapang?
Ang sakit kasi kahit anong gawin mo di pwedeng ilagan. Tipong kahit na magtago ka sa metal na igloo tatablan at tatablan ka pa rin. Katulad na lang kung mauntog ka sa kanto ng la mesa o di kaya mahulugan ng martilyo sa paa , simple pero masakit na mga pangyayaring tatatak talaga. Yun ang totoo at katotohanang dapat pakatandaan na hindi dahil nagmahal ka handa ka na dapat masaktan dahil ang sakit kung saan - saan mo mararanasan yan.
Hindi lahat ng sinasabi ng iba totoo pero hindi rin ibig sabihin na lahat ng magmumula sa bibig nila kasinungalingan.
Nasa sa iyo na yan kung sino ang paniniwalaan. Pero dapat palaging sasalain ng mabuti para masiguradong walang pagsisisihan sa huli. Dahil ang pinakamasakit sa lahat ay ang mga katotohanang hindi na naipalawanag at napakinggan.
Takot kang magmahal kasi takot kang masaktan?
Ang tanong kaya mo bang iwasan?Kaya mo bang umilag sa invisible na pana ni kupido?
Isa ako sa mga libu-libo o milyon pa ngang tanga sa mundo. Umaasang totoo ang forever sa mundong ibabaw , kasi naman masyadong paasa ang mga palabas sa tv na palaging may happy ending . Na kahit na ang pinaka kumplikadong love story sa mga teleserye at pelikula eh magtatapos sa isang I Love You o di kaya naman sa isang simpleng salitang Wakas sa dulo. Pero dahil nga ito ang malupit na reyalidad na hindi tayo pwedeng mabuhay sa imahinasyon ng kung sino man , ito ang tunay na mundo kung saan ang sakit umibig ka man o hindi ay di maaaring iwasan.
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3 years......... 3 years of being soulless and a zombie like creature in the business world , 3 years.......... had passed but she's still nowhere to be found , no sign of her existence , not even a shadow of her.
Reminiscing the past have been my workout since I can remember.
I might be stoic and adamant yet I can feel the pain of loneliness in my blood.
People might forget what happened years ago but then the wound is still fresh on my skin.
Searching for someone was never my hobby .
Begging was not my forte.
And crying was never been my talent.
I'm a man of power, dignity, and towering pride.
But anything, no! everything I have is nothing compare to her powerful presence beside me.
Everything you wish and want will be gladly serve in a gold platter just come back. Come back.............come back to my life like nothing happened.
Where are you?
I've been longing for you honey.
Longing...................longing to feel your enchanting presence that can comfort my anxious mind.
I'll find you no matter what happen. No matter what it makes to be with you.
