The secrets were still hidden

Part 23

Jay walked through the firehouse and slammed the door open, "Jay?" Casey said walking over to him

Jay didn't answer he just walked straight past him, "GABBY...GABBY" He shouted looking for her

Jay walked into the common room when Gabby walked through the door, "Jay, what's goin-"

"YOU SPOKE TO DR CHARLES!"

"I was just concerned about Erin"

"YOU HAD NO RIGHT, YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT SHE HAS BEEN THROUGH"

"I HAD A JOB TO DO JAY, I didn't want her hurting herself" Gabby shouted as Casey walked over

"I WAS DEALING WITH IT BUT I WANTED TO GIVE HER A CHANCE SHE THOUGHT SHE WOULD BE ATTACKED BY PSYCHOLOGISTS"

"Jay..."

"No you didn't find her zoned out in a boiling hot shower for no reason at all but I'm trying to help Erin with her PTSD as I have been through that before but I guess you forgot about that." I turned around to walk away,

"Jay?" Gabby said so I turned back around

"What?"

"How's Erin?"

"Our daughter is in the NICU" As I said this I felt the room of people go silent.

"Jay, i'm sorry"

"ABOUT WHAT GABBY, Trying to fix her when you should of helped her" I walked" around and out the firehouse back to my car. 

"Dammit!" I shouted hitting my steering wheel.

Two months later

Holding her tiny hand through the incubator was what kept me sane over these months and I just wish We could go home as a family, Me, Jay, Gracie and Lydia.

"Morning" Jay said as he walked through the door

"Morning, how's Gracie?"

"She's good. She loves the new nanny but she's going to drop her off at the district later."

"I know I can't believe she is one next month.

Jay and Erin were talking when the doctor came in,

"Morning, so I have some news. After looking at the progress Lydia has made, we have decided that it is safe to release her" 

"oh my god!" I heard Jay say as he grabbed me and hugged me.

"Are you sure?" I said as I felt the tears fall off my face

"Yeah, The nurse will be up soon to discharge her"

"Thank you" Jay said shaking his hand

"I can't believe it Jay, we're finally going home"

Nobody's POV

Jay put Lydia in the back of the car and walked round the drivers seat getting in, "Ready to go home?"

"Definitely, I'm looking forward to having my bed back and not a hospital one."

Jay and Erin decided to pick Gracie up later so they drove home and got back to their apartment, 

"Ugh I've wanted this for such a long time, to be fully home and getting back to normal." Erin said as she sat on the couch feeding Lydia

"Well, I was thinking" Jay sat next to Erin, "When the girls get older, they are gonna have to share but I was thinking about maybe moving into a house"

"Really, what made you come up with this idea?"

"I was looking at houses when I came back at night and the house you were looking at over a year ago is still for sale"

"We have to get in Jay, it's like my dream house"

Jay let out a smile, "Well I guess its a good job I bought it the other day"

"Are you joking?"

"No, we can move in from next week"

"And that is why I love you" Erin said leaning 

"I love you" Jay said as Erin stood up and put Lydia in her crib.

One week later

"Jay can you grab the last box from the van"

"Already done" Jay said walking in the house with the box

"I can't believe it's finally done, I feel like we're complete" 

"Well, we aren't exactly complete yet" Jay turned around to face Erin

"What are you talking about-" Erin gasped as Jay got down on one knee

"I know I did this before but it was the wrong time but now we have two amazing daughters and I think we have been through enough that most people would not be able to handle, so... Will you Erin Lindsay marry me?"

"I would be honoured" Erin said as Jay lifted her up off the floor and kissed her.

"We have to do it at the firehouse soon" Jay said

"I wouldn't want it any other way."

Jay and Erin were sat on the couch when Lydia's cries came into the room, "I'll get her" Erin said standing up

"Well I have to pick Gracie up, are you coming?"

"No I don't need our premature baby around people and germs quite yet."

"Ok, See you soon... fiance"" Jay said walking over to kiss Erin

"mmm see you soon, fiance" Erin turning round and walking back into the bedroom while Jay.

At the district

Jay jumped out of his car and walked into the district,

"Hey, Platt. Where's Gracie?" He said as he noticed she wasn't behind the desk

"I thought Gracie was with the nanny today"

"She was but she always brings her here after six. Are you telling me they haven't been in today"

"No Jay I thought she was home with you by now"

"DAMMIT!" Jay pulled out his phone and dialled her number,

"Jay..." Platt said and as he turned round and saw Gracie run through the door.

Jay ran to her and picked her up, "Hey, daddy was worried"

"I'm sorry Jay, she fell asleep and then I fed her so we were late leaving"

"It's ok Laura, we just worry you know"

"Yeah i'm sorry, it won't happen again"

"Bye Laura" Jay said as he left the district with Gracie.