Chapter 9

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"And she'll be here right here in my arms" my phone started to ring

"You'll be right smashed into the wall if you dont shut up" i said reading caller ID.

Incoming Call. Ryan:)

I clicked the answer button. "Look shit face its 3 in the morning" i said grumpily

"Leigh its Bam" said the voice. It wasnt ryan.. crap

"Er hey" i replied

"Im home and no ones awake come let me in" he said

"Okay" i said hanging up the phone. I pulled on a hoodie over my pjs and pulled on my uggs. I grabbed my phone and walked downstairs. I opened the door and a group of smelly men walked into the front room and collapsed.

"Oh thanks for opening the door leigh! i said sarcastically. I walked back upstairs and got into bed. Morons, i thought to myself. I climbed back into bed when i heard the bedroom door open. 

"Leigh, babe" it was Bams voice. I shuffled over to face him. 

"What" i growled

"Im sorry" he said

"Okay" i replied

"Can i get in bed" 

"Free country"

He climbed in and pulled me close. Just because he cuddled me dosent mean im gonna forgive him. Arsehole.

I woke up in the morning and Bam was gone. I smiled to myself and pulled all the covers around me. I cant believe he acctually thought i would forgive him that easily. My tummy growled and i swung my legs over the side of the bed and stood up. I walked out of the door and downstairs. The boys were all on the floor and i still didnt see Bam which was good. I walked to the sink and got a glass of water, staring out into the yard i saw him smile at me which made my insides hurt. 

He hurt me and i cant forgive him. 

"Whats up L" said Dunn

"Dunny!" i yelled hugging him

"Still annoyed?"

"Yes. Hes an arse fuck and im not forgiving him" 

Dunn nodded and walked off. He gave the boys the "Shes pretty pissed" look and they all looked at me. I walked into the pirate bar and sat down. i sprawled out across the table and took every liquid in the room and put into one drink. 

I wasnt going to kill myself. I just needed to num the pain. by getting drunk.

I looked at the clock. 

12:01.

I swallowed down a whole glass of JD's

Then another

And Another 

And so on and so forth, i think i had about 6 before i passed out. all i remember was a group of people calling my name and carrying me to another room.

When i woke up i was in bed, my phone read 11.04 am. Id been asleep for a while. my head was thumping. i stretched out and the door opened.

"Why babe why?" it was Bams voice

"I needed to clear the pain some jackass caused me" i moaned. 

I was pulled into a hug. i curled up into a ball. And i cried. I can actually say thats the first time i broke down infront of Bam. He grabbed me some pills and a glass of water. i gupled them down and sat up. 

"Were all booked in for that meal tonight" said Bam

"Eugh" i said, he chuckled. He looked cute when he laughed. No. I thought to myself i cant be tempted. 

I got out of bed and got ready. I sat downstairs clutching my head as it hurt so badly. i slipped a few more pills down my throat. Thats my lot for now but it wasnt helping. It was my own stupid fault and now i deal with the concequence. 

slouching on the sofa i smiled at Johnny and we began to talk

"Bams not stopped talking about you" he said

"Oh" i replied

"He still loves you"

"Yeah" i replied

"Dont you?" he asked

"Im not sure" 

"Okay" he said getting up with a worried look on his face.

He walked into the kitchen and came back with the crew. They all had fake smiles on and showed me to the car. we all got in and drove. we got out at a little italian and it looked like a sweet resturant. i looked at the menu but there wasnt really anything i fancied so i had garlic bread and a drink. 

"Okay.. " bam stood up

"Leigh, ive been a fucking idiot and im so sorry i just hope you can forgive me" 

"Bam?" i said shakily

"L im so sorry for being a dick and i want us to go back to how we were. I know nothing can make up for it but heres worth a try.." he said getting out a box. I opened the box and inside was the most amazing board, It had a heartagram on one side and dark purple deck and wheels. There was also and element hoodie, a beanie, a pair of converses with my favourtie bands on and tickets to the Rock and skate fest.

"Wow.. you didnt need to" i said

"Yes, i did" he replied

"like i also need to do this" he said planting his lips to mine. i placed my hands on his neck and he picked me up. 

"Bam can we talk later" i said

he nodded and we all proceeded to eat. after we finished i got in bams lambo so we could talk. 

"What was that" i asked

"My apologie" he replied

"Well i might forgive you" i said

"If what?" said bam

"You pick me up like that more often" i giggled

"Deal" he said. 

Chapter 9 finished!

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