Author's P.O.V
"LIZA I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING! I SWEAR BABE! PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME!" These words were still haunting Liza slowly.
"I can't believe it." Eda says.
Liza should be happy to move in with her best friend, but she is actually crying in the front seat, with her head turned around, secretly wanting someone to chase after her.
Someone...
She slowly turns her head around and now she is facing Eda, who's focused on driving.
"Are you 100% sure he said those things about me..?" Liza asks with a cracked, low voice.
"Beth..how many more times do I have to repeat it? I heard him talk to his friends about you.. It was so hard to listen to those horrible, untrue things he was telling them."
"He described you as the most annoying thing to be around with. He hates pretending that he likes you, he hates making breakfast for you, or doing your homework! He hates being in the same college with you! He hates sharing his classes with you, not to mention his room."
"But then...why did he ask me to be his roommate?" Liza, who is now crying harder, continued asking.
"Beth please wake up. He chose the nice and harder way to use you. He wanted to use you. Just for once..and then throw you away, just like the garbage that you are in his eyes. That's how boys like him work. They lie to you by complementing you, by helping you, and then they ask for more than you can give them. And they take it. I can't believe that you lived for months together! You should be thankful to God that nothing bad happened."
"I can't believe that I was ready to forget Alex and move on with..him."
"I really thought that..I was finally having feelings for David..something way more than just friendship. I thought he cared about me.. and I was so wrong."
"I was about to open up to him about my sudden feelings...and it's going to be hard forgetting about him damn it. I...I think I love him, after all..."
"You are the only one that knows, that I've been feeling like this about him for a while."
"LIZA THAT'S ENOUGH NONSENSE!.. I..I mean Beth."
"Only he calls me like that Eda."
"That's enough. Let's change the subject."
"You're right. He is not worth it."
Eda turns her head around, facing the car window, and a small grin can be seen on her face.
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"Come on Beth! We're here."
Liza slowly gets out of the car, takes her luggage and goes upstairs to Eda's apartment.
She opens the door, to see the apartment for the first time.
It was huge and very fancy, but Liza preferred simple things.
Just like her old dorm room..
"It's beautiful.."
"Ehhh, it's something." Eda replied.
"Come on, let's see your new room!"
Liza's new room was big and comfortable, with a desk, arrangements, a double bed and a huge closet. But it seemed lonely..
Just like her heart.
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Liza's P.O.V
I leave the room and throw myself at the couch, covering my face with the pillows.
I start crying again, as if it wasn't enough for one day.
"Beth..why are you crying now?"
"I JUST CAN'T AVOID IT EDA! I LOVE HIM! I want to be with him right now. At our room. I want to hug him, and feel him close to me. I want to do my homework with him. I want to fight with him over our results in all the projects we have had. I just want to be with him for the rest of my life."
"What if you misheard him? Or if he wasn't talking about me at all?"
"Beth. Don't confuse yourself. You love Alex. His rejection makes you think that you might have feelings for somebody else, but you don't."
"You only love Alex. You only love him."
"Repeat it after me: I only love Alex. I only love him."
"I only love Alex.. I only love..."
