I open my eyes and realize that everything was a dream.
I fell asleep right after Eda left. That's all I fucking did.
I never fucking deleted that Voice Mail.
Alex never fucking came here.
I never fucking kissed him..
I get distracted by a noise.
I get up and I notice an envelope that someone put under the door.
I open the door and look around, but no one is there.
I go inside and lock the door.
Picking up the envelope and opening it wasn't easy, I was scared.
But I opened it.. It was a letter.
"Hey Elizabeth,
How have you been? Life is literally great here. Thanks to you, I've been inside 4 walls for an entire month, and who knows for how much longer.
It's not even worth it. For a little piece of shit like you. You're just like all those other girls, you probably even wanted it that night. I was so ingenuous thinking that you wanted to be saved.
One day, I'll get out of this place. I don't ever want to see your face again, so if you ever see me on the streets, or somewhere else, go away. As far as you can.
I used you, I hate you.
See you never again,
David."
Teardrops start falling on the letter, but I quickly put myself together and wipe them away.
I rip it into a million pieces and throw it away.
"You don't deserve my tears Dobrik. You never deserved the love I fucking had for you."
The door knocks, and I get up.
I open it and I gasp.
Because I can't believe what is happening in this precise moment.
"Hey.." He says flashing me a smile.
I stand there, completely numb.
"Is everything okay..?" He says, his voice getting more serious.
"Yeah..Everything is amazing." I reply with a smile.
"Can I come inside?" He then asks.
"Of course!" I reply.
~
"He came to my house and told me that he had something important to show me. I agreed to go with him. He drove me to a place, far away from my house. Then he told me to get outside the car. We walked for a little bit and then he told me a few things that didn't make sense at the time. I still don't know what they meant..
He was saying things like: "I'll make you responsible for what happened today, so I can win a few points with her for being a hero." with a huge grin plastered on his face.
Then he punched me and I punched him back.
We continued fighting until he hit himself on the head with something heavy, and right after that, he did the same thing to me.
I don't remember anything else after that."
"He's a monster Alex. Nothing you could've said about him would've surprised me at this point."
"David Dobrik seems like a nice guy at first, then he gets what he wants in the worst way. Trust me."
"Always will."
He smiles at me.
"I always knew you were a smart girl."
I blush a little bit at his compliment.
He grabs my neck and pulls me in for a kiss.
I kiss him back.
It's not the same feeling.
It's so much better.
We slowly pull away as he continues stroking my cheek.
A tear slowly falls down my face.
I lose myself in his ocean eyes when....
"Can I stay here, with you?"
