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- Author's Note:

Hey, I don't know.

um right, what is supposed to be written on introduction?

This is a Harry Styles fanfiction and I was inspired by Silver Lining's Playbook, if you don't know what that is, its a movie and if you haven't watch it, watch it. cuz it's the shit.

Anyway, this story involves rude languages so..

Oh and sorry if I misspelled or anything its because english is not my first language and I want to let you know that i write with Ipad and i wont use auto-correct bc shes a bitch.

And idk i just want to do this for fun lollllllll no so yeah I hope you enjoy this story and lets GET TO IT SHALL WE?!

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This damn hospital for mentally ill people or whatever they call it. Im sick of it, they always made me drink this ridiculous white pills that I can't even pronounced nor remember.

Every morning they made me exercise which is one of the most things I despise. They made me sleep on time and most of the time they turn the lights off before even I could even sleep, twice in a week I will have an appointment with my doctor, Robert.

I like Robert, he is a very... understanding person. I think? Or maybe it's just because he's a doctor. But at the same time he could be really annoying everytime he push me to tell him shit and give me a drug receipt that I eventually won't swallow.

I don't know why they put me here in first place, or who put me in here. Hell. All i care about is ....

Every night, everyday, it's him, he always been on my mind.

The way his blue eyes look into mine, and the curve of his lips when he smiles, there is so much more about him that I love and I still couldn't have enough, god damn it I can't wait see him again.

Seven months, seven months I've been stuck is this shit place with bunch of crazy people,

I never communicate with the patients, I don't have the urge to approach any of them, but I have one female friend here.

Her name is Carla, I did not make the move to be friend with her. She did. One time I was sitting alone eating my lunch like a loser, and she came up to me.

...

There's a knock at my door pulling me from my thoughts, there's a slightly hope that it would be him, I miss him so damn much. Once I got out of this place the first thing I will do is to see him.

When I opened the door, Jourdan stands in front of me.

Of course, it would be her.

There's a slightly hope that it would be a tall figure with short light brown hair with a pair of beautiful blue eyes smiling down at me telling me we would go home..

Instead, a curvy mid-fourty's woman with dark skin and a ponytail in an hospital uniform holding a stack of paper on her hand and a pen in her hand.

"Miss Fox?" she looked at me in the eye,

"Let me guess, lunch time. Isn't it?" I playfully pulled a smirk at her like I'm plotting something when in fact I'm just bored seeing her face every fucking day telling me its lunch time.

"Yes, Miss Fox. Now c'mon" she replied,

She led me to the canteen area of this hospital,

"Who's cooking?" I asked her,

"Well, we have some interesting food today so it would be Fred." She said as she continues to walk.

Finally, Fred is cooking I've been waiting a whole week to eat his food, his food is the best not like the other cook's food, well, Fred is cooking today so that means today is Friday.

"Now, Miss Fox, try to find a nice seat, alright? I'll be back." and with that she left,

I looked around the canteen and all I see was crazy people playing with their apples, I huffed and grab a tray,

"Hello, Miss Fox. what would you like for today's lunch?" a sweet redhead lady asked me with a warm smile.

"Just an apple." I said and the lady pulled a confused expression.

Just an apple so I can demonstrate how to eat an apple properly in front of those insane people.

But who am I kidding? Today is Friday and Fred is cooking, my stomach growls just thinking about his meal.

"Actually, I will have a lasagna, salad, the juice box and oh make sure its guava, and also um maybe some ice cream." I corrected

Why do I ordered so much?

"Well, what an interesting choice" she replied with a smile.

Is that a mock?

"What's thats supposed to mean?" I asked her with dead stares.

Her eyes met mine and her expressions changed from a smile to 'Oh My God What Did I Just Said' look,

"I mean," she struggles to find the right words.

"Is that a mock?" I replayed the words on my mind earlier.

"I-" she choked on her own words,

"Give me the damn food." I stated.

She quickly handed me the tray and I found myself a empty tables far away from the crowd.

I eat my lasagna first, salad is what this canteen serves every single god damn day, and I mind flew to him. I wonder if I could learn a recipe from Fred to make this lasagna so I could cook him this incredibly delicious food.

I felt a movement on this canteen chair. pulling me, again, from my thoughts.

When I looked to the side, a dirty blonde haired girl just took a seat beside me, too pissed to ask a question i just stop chewing and look at her.

"I can't sit here?" She asked holding a sandwich, her expression is confused and maybe a bit mad?

Instead of answering her i pulled my eyebrows together.

"I'm.." She stuttered and it reminds me of that canteen lady.

"Never mind, it's alright." I finally answered and continues to eat my meal.

"Thanks" i hear her mumbles,

The tension became more awkward for the last five minutes and she broke it by starting a conversation.

"I'm Carla, Carla Stone" she introduced herself to me, handing her hand, smiling.

At first I just look at her hand but I shook it anyway,

"Fox, Roxanne Fox" I introduced myself to her, okay, maybe this is good, her face seems friendly and maybe just maybe i finally would have a friend in this place.

The tension has shifted since her introduction that led into a fun conversation and it felt like we have bonded.

A/N: Okay for those who expected to see harry in this introduction part, sorry lol its only an introduction for the main character, be patient okay haha okay um please leave a comment and vote if you still want this story to continues, and I need like at least 10 votes but idk so just yeah .x

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