Phan one shots (fluff?)

the car wreck

An/ this ones a bit sad...you have been warned
Dan's POV

It all happened so fast.
I was driving the car and phil Was in the passenger seat. I looked over at him and he was concentrated on some book. He began to look over at me but I quickly turned back to the road.
"Why were you looking at me?" Phil questioned
"What? I- I wasn't"
"Come on dan do you think I'm stupid?" he laughed.
"I just... I think your beautiful" I said keeping my eyes on the road
"Well, you know what I think that you're beautiful too"
I looked over at him a smile on my face. But when I turned back to the road there was a semi- truck speeding towards us. In panic I swerved out of the way which caused the car to ram into a near by tree. I was panting heavily.
"Oh my god, I'm so glad we survived "
I looked over at Phil and that's when I realized he was unconscious with blood smeared on his forehead
"No. oh god no. phil! Phil wake up!"
I checked for a pulse but there was none. I panicked this can't be happening this is all a bad dream. It has to be.
This all brings me to this moment. I sit in the rows of a chapel looking sadly at a fancy coffin. In that coffin? a boy. A boy that died beside me. A boy that died because of me. I boy that I loved. But that boy is gone. The car wreck is playing over and over in my mind. Every event leading to his death. But then I was snapped out of my thoughts when a pastor called my name and announced that I was giving a talk.
I walked to the podium. Everyone's eyes were on me. I got the feeling that they thought it was my fault.
" as many of you know, Phil was my best friend. Well a little more than that" I laughed a bit "Phil was like a little ray of sunshine that would Come through the clouds of darkness that hung over me." I began to tear up. Not now come on. Stay strong. "And that day in the car when I turned and saw him, well...dead my heart shattered. The Sun disappeared and my clouds grew." the tears were shedding now. " it's hard to grasp that I'll never see that boy again. I'll never see his tongue stick out as he laughs. I'll never see him sweep his fringe out of his eyes. I'll never see him smile. God I'll miss that face. That pure beautiful face." there was tears fully streaming down my face. "And phil, if you're listening I just I want you to know" I said between sobs. "This is the most fun I've ever had"