Secrets of an Angel (A Supernatural Fanfiction)

Heaven Can't Wait

You'll serve a great purpose here.

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SOFIEL
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Heaven was chaos.

How long have I really been away? How could things have gotten so out of hand? There were angels running from wall-to-wall, some appearing and disappearing within seconds. It was so noisy, no wonder angel radio was a mess. What was going on?

I slowly made my way through the office-like room, ignoring the occasional stares that I got. No one tried to speak to me as I passed. I guess they were still hung up on the Jimmy Novak situation.

Amber... Static. Angel radio. I recognized the name. From where?

Amber, answer me. Of course. That's what those men with Castiel kept calling me. But who's Amber?

I'm sorry, Sofiel. I know you can hear me. I must have asked the question aloud for him to hear. Of course I heard him. I'd hear Castiel anywhere.

What do you want, Castiel? And why do you keep calling me Amber?

It's a long story, but I can explain everything if you just meet with me. I thought about it, wondering if I should allow him to explain himself.

The mere moment of hesitation was enough, though, for just when I was about to give an answer, I was interrupted.

"Hi, Sofiel. Remember me?" A short, stubby-looking man with old, gray hair asked.

"Metatron." A acknowledged him, confused as to why he was here and speaking to me, let alone asking that question. Everyone knew who he was, who could forget?

"Excellent." He replied. "I hope I'm not interrupting anything. You looked pretty deep in thought."

"Nope, just wondering what has happened up here." What I did in my spare time and what went on in my mind was none of his business. He wasn't God.

"That's good because we could use your help."

"Help with what?" What could I possibly help with? I haven't exactly been around recently.

"Rebuilding Heaven, of course!" He answered, as if it was obvious that it was our responsibility... But it wasn't our responsibility.

"Isn't that God's job?" I asked, matter-of-factly.

He scoffed. "Honey, you've got a lot to learn." I stared at him, confused, waiting for more of an explanation. Obviously I had a lot to learn, that much was clear.

"God's gone. Poof. Vanished. He abandoned us."

That's not possible. Why would he do such a thing? He's our Father!

"Let's take a walk, shall we?"

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Okay so... hi! Y'all probably hate me tbh I keep disappearing... I just don't have the time to write anymore!! Idk I'd like to get back into writing again bc I miss it but I'm not sure when that'll happen, between my job and college starting soon... oi

I actually don't have wattpad on my phone atm. I kinda can't considering I hardly get on bc my phone hardly has any storage. But I get on occasionally with my laptop to check notifications and reply to a few comments here and there. I figured I should maybe start working on fixing up my profile bc wow that was all from when I was like... 16........ lol but anywho, I'd like to at least give y'all SOMETHING but still don't have to time or motivation to write. So I decided to see if I had any unpublished chapters written, and I did!!

Sadly, this is the last chapter of this story that I have written already. I have two written for Poison, my Calum Hood fanfiction, which I honestly regret starting bc I'm not obsessed with 5SOS anymore and barely started it but I don't really wanna delete it, you know?

I'd honestly like to start writing regular fiction stories but I've got 3 problems. One, I have no ideas. Two, I have like 5 unfinished fanfiction stories and don't need to start any more until those are finished. And three, literally almost all of my followers are Supernatural fans, its been super difficult trying to wrangle up a different fanbase just for my 5SOS stuff, EVEN THOUGH I know I have some Supernatural AND 5SOS fans reading my stuff, just not enough people read my author's notes I guess, so they don't know about my other stories or they don't care to read them.

But anyway, how am I supposed to expect people to read anything else I write if it isn't Supernatural? That's my main issue bc even starting a new account for my other stories would take too long, idek how I managed to get all these people reading Secrets of the Fallen, and tbh I don't think many of them carried over to Secrets of an Angel. I'm not sure what happened.

But ANYWAY, aha what's been going on with you guys? Anything in particular you'd like to see from me? .... besides more updates bc I can't guarantee when or if that'll happen... I can promise that I'll try to update more than once a year tho 😂

okie... that's it I think, if there are any updates y'all would like to know on me, just ask away in the comments:) I'll reply at some point, I promise

Love you guys❤ buh-bye!

p.s. sorry this chapter was so short, don't kill me