Is This Love?

The next day

I wake up and fast realize that I'm not I'm my own bed. I look to my left side and I face Jack, peacefully sleeping, I don't what to wake him up I thought to my self. I laid there for a while and soon enough Jack opend his eyes and mediately a smile formed on his lips. "Good morning" he said in a deep, still sleepy voice. My heart dropped, what is wrong with me? I always get this weird feeling in my stomach when he speaks or does anything really. Do I have a crush on him?? I can't let myself have feelings for a fuckboy, that would not end well. I shook my head lightly to get out of my thoughts and smiled back at Jack. " Good morning" I replied, he got up and put on a t-shirt covering his naked chest, he had defined abs, but they weren't to define, they where just right. "Hellooo" his voice broke my thoughts and my focus went to him. "Why are you so quiet?" He continued, why was I so quiet, I usually talk, a lot. I raised my shoulders in respond and got out of the bed. "Come on let's eat" his voice was still a bit sleepy but it wasn't to intense, we went down and we started making breakfast and talking about how fun the day before was. After we had made breakfast we sat down and started to eat.

Jack
I didn't sleep with her, and for some reason I wasn't bothered to even think about that. I don't have this urge to sleep with her and then leave her, what is happening? Was it because I couldn't have her? Or maybe we became good friends? Whatever it is, it feels weird and I don't know what to do, do I stop hanging out with her? I don't what to do that though, I am messed up. I shook my thoughts away and I focused on Thea, she looked so beautiful, even now in my clothes and without all that makeup, still as stunning. Even better in my opinion. She looks up and catches me looking, she smiled and starts talking about how excited she is for a concert she is going to n
ext week. "Do you want to come?" Her question caught me off guard, yesterday she didn't even wanna talk to me and now she is inviting me to a concert. I was quiet for just a couple of seconds and answer with a yes, why not? She is great and I would love to spent more time with her. And I want to do that without any intentions, that's kinda new. She went back to talking and eating her breakfast. After eating we went back to my room and just hung out for a couple of hours then she decided to go home. She really was perfect, she is not like the other girls I've been with. Of course they never had the chance to open up and talk like we did, but still there was something else here, and I don't want to blow this away..

Thea
I finally came home and checked my phone for the first time today, I wasn't really bother to look at it while I was with Jack, we had talked for hours. I look at my texts and realized that Dylan had texted me twice and so had Allie, so I quickly replied and went up to my room and my phone made a 'ding' noise and I assumed it was Dylan or Allison, but it was jack. "I had fun with you , Hope we can meet up again" I smiled and stared writing back. He was not that bad when you get to know him, and when he stops hitting on you. My thoughts got interrupted by my phone, "Dylan" appeared on the screen, he was calling. "Hello?" I answered, "Hey, I just called to ask you if you wanna hang out?". I looked at the time and realized that I still had some free time on my hands. "Hey, Yeah, sure, I can hang out. What do you wanna do?" I replied to his question, after a few minutes of talking we agreed to go for a walk at the park. Since I'm not going anything special, I figured that I wouldn't get to dressed up and just wore my sweatpants with a crop top, I took my phone, my keys and some money Incase I wanted something to eat. Dylan was on his way here so I decided I'd meet him halfway, and only after a couple of minutes I see Dylan staring down at his phone and not playing attention to who is in-front of him at all. He looks up and immediately put his phone away and a smile appeared on his face. He gives me a big hug and we start walking to the park. We talk about a loot, again it feels like we haven't talk in ages, but it was only a few days ago we last spoke. Dylan had definitely changed, he is more open now, that kinda surprised me in a way. "Thea?" His voice broke my thoughts and I went back to the real conversation, "sorry, I was thinking" I told him he smiled and looked down at the ground. "What?" I asked, "what" he answers.
"Nothing" I then continue. We sat down and talked about the concert, I invited him and then just continued taking a about other stuff..

Dylan
"Do you wanna go too dinner some day?", no that is to cliché. "So I was thinking if you wanted to like watch a movie or something".. That sounds to insecure, how so you ask someone out? Oh, I know, I'll ask her at the concert, that's perfect. My thoughts went away, and my focus went back to her. We weren't talking much, just walking. It didn't feel weird or awkward, just nice and comfortable. She noticed I was looking and her and we both stop walking, still not saying anything. I really wanna kiss her right now. I lean a bit closer to her face and slowly run my fingers through her hair, she looks up at me and for a moment our lips touch. I grabbed her waist and pulled her closer. She pulls away after a while and laughs a bit. She really is Beautiful..