My dearest Lucifer,you, if anyone, know that I'm not a person of emotion. I don't handle my feelings very well, nor do I act very human despite the apparent need to do so. But I do know that I love you. I also know that you don't love you. I see through your mask, the supremacy that you carry yourself with — rest assured, I have nothing but the utmost faith in your witty remarks and bravery and the confidence you ooze with, but I know you're not just that. I know you still blame yourself for abandoning me, for killing Uriel, for bringing the detective to any harm... Frankly, you deserve better than that.
And I told Linda that I wanted to tell you that, but in a way that fit me. Since emotional speeches and big displays of love aren't really my thing — occasionally — Linda suggested I write my thoughts down. And so I shall do.
In these letters, you will find reasons why you are a good person. Why you deserve happiness. Why you shouldn't hold on to regret and guilt, because you are worthy of so much more than that darkness. You will find reasons why I love you, Lucifer, and why I am proud to call myself your wife.
(Which explains why there are so bloody many letters.)
All the love, even the part
I may never show,
Genevieve.»»»
ohmygosh i am so happy but also sad to write this! i miss writing genevieve so this is exactly what i need right now, and this also gives me the opportunity to show you guys a softer side of ginny. most of killer queen was her being a boss bitch (though later she tried to redeem herself) but this is her writing down all the feelings she refused to show (':
i'm thinking this will be around 20 chapters or so?
anyway, prepare for a rollercoaster of emotions because i'm ready to throw all this angst at you (:
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Fanfiction❝I TRY TO MAKE THE WORSE SEEM BETTER.❞ In which the Devil finds letters from his wife when the two are separated from each other. [LUCIFER AU | SEQUEL TO KILLER QUEEN]