Nova's Book On Things

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No words, can describe how I feel right now.

Me and my friends have this chat on Kik. We basically have it to escape from bullies and our depression.

Turns out..

We let a bully in.

Our "Friend" started this big fight with his cousin. He told him to kill himself.

I have this thing with my blood pressure that I haven't told anybody about. When it starts to get high I do some pretty stupid shit. And when he said that to him, I fucking snapped.

He's my best friend.

My CRUSH even!

I can't take it when someone tells my friends to kill themselves.

I've already had to deal with four friends dying on me in front of my eyes. I can't lose another one.

My chest hurts, my head hurts, everything is dizzy.

So any if my friends ask why I'm like this..

Thank Ethan.

Thank him for fucking making me feel this way.

Now, Im having a "fight" with my friend Candy. Because of him.

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Sorry about this guys.. I had to get this out before I do something stupid. Sorry if I ruined anyone's day..