Living Forever (Jeydon Wale x Reader)

"Why?"

Your POV

I woke up to Jeydon crying.

"What's wrong, Jey?" I asked him.

"I hate how you get treated horribly, Y/N. You don't deserve it," he said while crying.

"Jeydon it's okay. I'm fine. No ones hurting me anymore," I whispered to him.

"Y/N, there's still a few people.." he said quietly.

"Like who, Jeydon?"

"My best friend, Jaime (Mychemical123 )."

"W-What. Why?" I asked trying to stay calm.

"She used to like me, well still does, and she's accusing you of stealing me," he huffed out.

"It wasn't my fault you flirted with me in Hot Topic, Jeydon!" I said while failing at keeping calm.

Everyone hates me because Jeydon and  I are together. I'm making his life miserable. I need to break it off.

"Y/N I kn-" he started saying BEFORE I cut him off.

"Jeydon, we need to break up.." I started to cry. This is really hard for me. You know that saying, "You have to love them enough to let them go?" Well right now that's what's happening.

"Why, N/N? We were so happy?" He said whilst crying.

I started feeling so bad. I cried even harder, it almost got so bad where I couldn't speak. I love Jeydon so much, and I have to let him go. Why is this so hard!?

"I make your life miserable, Jeydon! It sucks, I know. Everyone hates you and I together. You know that's true so don't disagree with me!" I yelled at him.

"Y/N, who cares about what they think! Their opinion doesn't matter, who we love matters! And we love each other!" He claimed back.

"I don't want to make your life a living hell, Jeydon! It's not right for you! You deserve better than this fucking trash! I belong in a damn dumpster!" I yelled running to the bathroom.

*TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️⚠️⚠️*

I locked the door and grabbed the razor. I lift my sleeve up and look at the razor. I think to myself, "I've been clean for almost a year. Am I going to do this now and ruin that?" My response to it was "Of course I am, it'll just make everything go away." I put the razor to my arm and make about 6 cuts. I put the razor away and let the water do it's job.

I didn't notice the whole time, but Jeydon was screaming at me to open the door. I didn't notice I was crying either, but I sure was. It all happened so fast.

What happened to the good times when Jeydon and I ran into each other? I want it back. I wish I didn't have to make things so hard for Jeydon.

At this time Jeydon pick locked the door and he stood there shocked.

I lift my sleeve quickly trying to act like nothing happened, but he had already seen the freshly new cuts on my wrist.

"Y-Y/N.. Why?"

I sat there for a little bit before answering, "I don't know why, Jeydon.."

A/N

IM SORRY FOR THE CLIFFHANGER AND SORRY ABOUT NOT TELLING YOU THERES A TRIGGER WARNING. So my friend just got back on Wattpad because of Jaime, the one I just added in, she's one of my best friends and she reads this book. SO AYE BESTIEEE ❤️❤️ but I have another close friend named Paige and I want you guys to go follow her pjcheers03 if you do TYSVVM AND ILYSVVM and that's all for today. Thanks for sticking around with this trash and BUH BYE