(Grab some Food fellas this one is long .-.)
MAX'S POINT OF VIEW AFTER WORK
I pack up to go home until..."BOO" "Jesus Christ Ross you scared me" "hehehe sorry. So Max" "Yeah" "I gotta ask you a question." "Ok go ahead" I see Adam threw the window I don't care tho the question can't be too bad "Max. Will You Be My boyfriend" I stare at him then Adam who is smirking at me and without thinking I say out loud "BOYFRIEND? BOYFRIEND! Why the F*** would I wanna be Boyfriends with a Dumb F***** Squirrel. Your just a annoying piece of S***" Adam stares at me in shock then I look at Ross who is crying hard he then Runs away "ROSS WAIT" he puts the keys in the car and drives without me. "Max what Was that" "I-I-Its all your fault" "What did I do" "You made me nervous" "O-Oh I didn't mean too" "I forgive you" I say "But can you drive me home" "Ok sure" we get in the car and I think about what i said and then I tried holding back the tears but I can't help it as I Start crying "Max it will be ok" he dosnt' help to much but he is my friend. I reach the house "Thank you Adam" "No problem". I get home and Adam is calling somebody. I here him over say something "No I told you to leave my life" what is he talking about anyway I knock on the door to Ross's Room "Ross are you there" "I hear Cry's from in his room along with him counting "3-4-5" "ROSS IM COMING IN" I burst through the door and go to the bathroom to see him laying on the floor blood everywhere and knife in hand along with hid ears pinned and his tail stiff. He wasn't moving. "ROOOOOSS" I scream loud enough that Adam herd he bursted in "Max what's Wrong?" He looks at the floor and sees Ross "M-Max what happened" "Quick get in the car we need to get Ross to the hospital quick!" I carry Ross Bride style Into the car "Max?" I here Ross say groaning in pain "Ross stay with us" Ross groaned againROSS'S POINT OF VIEW
(This is basically the same thing butt a little different so if you wanna see the full different part then I will leave this <!>)
I was In Ross's Doorway until I scared him "Jesus Christ Ross you scared me" I just chuckled and laughed "Um max I need to ask you something important" "Ok ask away" He isn't gonna say yes. NO I BELIEVE just try "Will you be my Boyfriend" he finally answers After a while "BOYFRIEND? BOYFRIEND! Why The F*** would I wanna be Boyfriends with a F***** Squirrel. Your just a Annoying Piece of S***" I try not too but I can't help but cry. ! Max told me to hold onto his keys today so I ran off and drove myself home crying. I went inside the house. Tim was at Barney's tonight so I was home alone. I went inside leaning against the door until I looked on the counter and found a Knife. I then grabbed the knife and ran up into my bathroom crying and saying to myself "What was I thinking. He will never love me. Nobody will" I cry while staring at the knife I grab it talking to my self "I am useless" I say. Each reason I make up of why I shouldn't live I Cut both of my Wrists
"Ross are you in there" I hear max say. I continue to cry
"1. I'm a squirrel"
"2. I'm ugly"(he's a cute smol bean this is just a Fan Fic I don't mean any of these)
"3. I'm worthless"
"4. I got rejected bye my mom,dad, and Step Dad."
"ROSS IF YOU DONT ANSWER ME I WILL BREAK IN" max says. I ignore him
"5. I'm fat"(once again he's a cute smol bean I don't mean any of dis)
"6. My friend doesn't Remember me".
For the seventh I put the knife on my Neck and pressing it against me hard.
"7. My crush who I thought loved me rejected me and called me S***" I slide
The knife against me as I become blind and can only hear a muffled scream and High pitch noises as I fall on the floor only leaving me hearing nothing and seeing black. I hear Some voices "Adam Quick we need to get him to the hospital"......."Ross isn't Breathing"......"Ross stay With me" "Maaaaax" I groan his name(dirty minds were you at >:0) "Ross stay with me you will be ok" I groan once more then I see the light. Hey guys I just wanna say DON'T SELF HARM i deal with a small portion or Depression and sometimes I think suicidal thoughts but that doesn't mean I hurt myself. If you have any problems talk to me and I will help. Anyway that is all and see you in the next chapter :)
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My Squirrel Crush (A Mithross Story)
Fanfic⚠️ART NOT BY ME⚠️ I made this fan fiction to not only Show how bad at grammar I am. Ur to show the fact how Depression and love fit together and not in a good way. Some Times Depression is taken seriously and sometimes it's taken like Suicidal thoug...