EX Kaydet Diary

BREAK UP DAY 10-15

BREAK UP DAY 10

Good news kahit papano! :)
Baguio Benguet Cooperative called, guess what??  "IM HIRED!!!"
HAHAHA Yehey!!
Theyre offering me a job. Okay na muna siguru un.

But then, when there is good news, there is bad news.

MY MOM CAME.
I told her about the job.
She said "Your dad still needs recovery, and we need you at home"
Bumagsak ung langit at lupa sa ulo ko

Yes my dad just got his operations done. My sister entered Medical school on which i gave up my plans on enetering law school for her. Ps. kulang ang pera. My brother is attending aviation school which is super mahal din ang tution. And i am here at baguio doing shits.

I have a 4 yr old pamangkin. Anak ng ate ko. My Mom needs to go to work everyday and my dad cant handle business in his situation.
For short, MY FAMILY NEEDS ME.

Do you pity me?? Ahahaha an daming shits ng buhay ko no. Oo, ako din naawa ako sa sarili ko. Ung perfect plan ko after grad nawala na lahat.
Ngunit uuwi ako. Kasi nainiwala ako FAMILY FIRST!!!

BREAK UP DAY 14

Happy bestfriends day kunu..  Thank God bffs were made. LOR came today.
At  Ayoko na ng malungkot na buhay, so go!!!!!shooppping....
Shopping daw??
An dito kami sa Bohemian. Chillin'
Chillin' kunu??
Lumipat kami ng Peppers, pouring hard.

I told her everything. Everything that hurts. But we just laughed. Sabi ko wala ng luha, kaso tumutulo pa din. At wala ng mas mainit sa  yakapsul ng isang kaibigan.

Kinakanchawan nia ako kasi saksi sia ng lahat. College life, bagsak sa grade, luha sa lovelife, nung naging kami hangang ngyon na wala na,  at kilig ni crush.
"KAYA MU YAN" un ang sabi nia.
Layo nga daw ng luha ko sa hagulgul ko nung unang bagsak ko sa Accounting. tsk tsk

When your so comfy with your bestfriend and you can do anything with her, makes you unstopble.
We did go clubbing, dancing all night, drowning ourselves till were wasted no more.

This is in celebration sa lahat ng ngyari. Cheers for the broken hearted. Cheers for the bum career i ignored. Cheers for my going home. A toast for friendship and of course cheers to my besprend LOR for her upcoming wedding!!!!
kampey!!!!

I wanna drunk myself out, till i can no longer walk home, till my heart doesnt feel anything, till in the mornings dawn..
Kampeyyy..