fucked up | DAY6 Dowoon fan fiction

blank canvas ,colorful thoughts

I looked down on my canvas trying to hide from my embarrassment.I looked up once again and saw him take off his caramel macchiato /denim jacket and I felt my heartbeat raising.oh god ,is he going to put all of his clothes off? What is wrong with me this wasn't the first time I will se a naked model and draw it ,it is all for art don't let this hot-ass handsome-ass beautiful boy make me lose my mind..calm yourself.ohmygodheistakingoffhistshirt.His body sculpture was insane to me ,he was like a greek god ,I let a huge sigh out of my mouth wile I was looking at him like a thirsty-ass biatch. I turned my head down as I felt like he was going to turn to my direction and looked at the blank canvas. I put my hair up in a ponytail and make ready my pencils ,I looked up at him hopping that he was not staring at me and yep he was naked...well with his underwear on but it was fine with me he sat on the chair and took the pose that our teacher told him to take and the class started drawing so do I ...I lined all the places his body would be and I started with his head ,I usually start drawing faces from the eyes or the lips, this time was a bad idea ,why I can't see the ears firsts or the forehead...I started sketching where his eyes and lips are going to be and stood on detailing his lips first ,the corners of his lips were narrowed making them look big and...kissable...focus Naomi! I make the shadows of his lips really good this time ,maybe I was interested in them...I looked up to draw his eyes and he was looking at me, I froze..holly crap...his eyes (like a black hole lol) dark and narrow were looking directly into mine ,my spine shivered. I was still looking into his eyes and tried to draw them ,I felt really nice drawing his eyes looking at my direction I am usually uncomfortable when the model was looking at my direction when I was drawing . But now it was ok, I put all my effort and power to draw his eyes and face like I never did before and finally turned out to see that I had some improvement in my art and that made me happy ,letting the corner of my lips turn into a smile as I was looking at him. He smiled back...and let my body fell from the clouds into the cold reality ...I was drawing his face into my brain all this time ,I looked around and saw everyones drawing was going awesome but mine...it was blank...I sighed and looked at my canvas and my face turned into complete disappointment...I looked up at him who was still looking at me, his eyes seemed worried .I started over again ,this drawing will be the best of mine and the best in the class, I told to myself and started drawing his beautiful face on the canvas this time .So far so good the drawing was going ok but in the two and a half hours ,I need to draw faster...but I hated do that,plus he was still looking at me and that didn't helped with my time really much. My hand was quite tired and sore but I should continue drawing I looked at him once again and continue drawing ,this time was his neck and collarbones. I sighed as I tought I wanted to place my lips on this beautiful lines...FOCUS NAOMI my eyes widened and continue my work ,probably looking really...interesting in his eyes..with a face like that. My work face isn't that attractive. I heard him laugh a little ,probably all the class did I looked at him and felt my cheeks blush again, damn it. I continued as anything happened and felt the pain on my hand and wrist going worst . I hold my hand with my other one and stopped drawing ,the bell rang and all the students was already taking their stuff and walk outside the classroom .I on the other hand (da dum tss) looking at my wrist and doing my usual massage to it .I looked at my drawing and saw Dowoon standing next to me, wearing his trousers and looking at my work. I widened my eyes and looked at him ,he then looked at my hand which was doing the massage on my wrist "oh did you pushed over yourself?" he said with his deep voice reminded me that every time I hear his voice it's like the first time. I looked at his eyes and felt once again my spine shiver ,he smiled and stood down and started massaging my hand ,my cheeks turned red and I looked his hands while he was touching mine ,they were beautiful...I thought and sighed enjoying his helpful massage...he does know what he is doing with his hand..I blushed even more and looked at him once again this time was closer so I was looking at every detail of his face ,he was really handsome. He looked up at me and smiled "t-thank you" I said and bowed my head ,he stood up and scratched his head "no problem..I know that pain in hands can be a pain in the ass sometimes" he laughed with a low cute laugh and walked away took his t-shirt and as he was dressing up I looked at his back muscles and my heartbeat raised once again.I looked at my canvas and sighed ,started to get my shit together. I took my phone and saw that I have a new messege ,it was from Jae ,Brian's friend from his band "ayo today we will have practice wanna come?" I smiled at the meme he sent me and nodded my head and answer him "yeah ,that will be fun ,sungjin will treat us pizza?" I waited a little and my phone buzzed telling me I have a new message "of course , we have a new drummer in our team we need to celebrate! Brian will bring beer" I laughed "well maybe Brian will not give me beer ,I took his coffee today" my phone buzzed again "oh man and he is drinking some expensive-ass coffee ,my dude you are in trouble lol" I laughed once again as I walked outside of the classroom "what time Jae?" I textured and  waited the answer was even quick than before  "4:20 ma dude blz it"