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Sam's POV
When I pulled into the driveway Colby had calmed down a lot. He still had tears running down his face but he wasn't the sobbing mess he was when we left the bridge.
"Hey Colbs were home. I think you should try and get some rest. You can stay in my room if you would like. I have to do a couple things then I'll be up. Yeah?"
He looked a me with a shy smile and said, "Thanks Sam. For everything."
I smiled as I exited the car. I walked around and helped him into the house. When we walked in four sets of us looked right at us, I shot then a look saying that I would talk to them later as I led Colby to my room.
"Hey Colby I'm gonna go get some supplies to clean up your arms, I'll be right back." With that I ran down the hall into the bathroom and grabbed the disinfectant and some bandaids and ran back to my room. Colby was curled up in a ball leaning against the headboard of my bed.
"Hey Colby I got the stuff. Lemme clean up your arms and then I will let you sleep." It took about 10 minutes of me constantly apologizing everytime Colby winced and Colby whimpering in pain everytime I hit a deeper cut. Once I was done I stood up as Colby laid down and I tucked him in. "Get some rest now love I'll come check on you in a little bit." With that I walked out of my room shutting the lights off on the way, and took a deep breath. Here comes the hard part.

Corey's POV
When Sam and Colby walked in I felt as though I was going to throw up. Sam was practically holding up a pale Colby. Colby looked as if he just went through hell. He had dark almost black circles under his eyes, he was pale, and had a constant stream of tears rolling down his face. Colby has became one of my best friends and it physically hurts me to see him like this. We all sat in silence just staring at each other until we heard the door to Sam's room shut a second time signaling that he would be down in a minute to tell us what happened. Not that any of us want to hear what those two had just went through. Sam walking into the living room and looked at all of us. He walked over to the couch and sat down taking a deep breath.
"Okay. What do you wanna know first."
That's all he said while looking at us all. He looked as if he had aged 5 years in the past 5ish hours. Elton was unsurprisingly the first to speak up.
"Did he ya know... cut?" He asked.
We were all worried that Colby was going to cut. In all the years we've known him that's as one of his biggest problems. Staying clean and not cutting. So of course we all had that question in our minds. The look in Sam's eyes told us the answer but he told us anyway
"Sadly yes. He was so disappointed in himself. He thought we were all gonna leave him because of it."
Hearing that made me actually cry. Because he thought that we were gonna leave him for that. Looking around the room I could see that Devyn and Aaron were also crying, and Elton had tears in his eyes. I don't think Sam had stopped crying since he got home but I don't blame him. We all know that he loves Colby so we get why his feelings are so strong.
"He actually thought that we were gonna leave him for that?" I asked.
"Yeah sadly. I don't think he fully understood what was going on at that moment." Sam answered. We all looked around waiting for who was going to ask the question we all wanted to know.
Was he gonna jump and how did you find him?
"What happened? Like when you found him." Devyn asked.
"He was sitting on a beam. No doubly that if we had not found him he would have jumped. When I saw him I called out to him and he turned and looked at me, he looked kinda shocked to be honest that someone looked for him. I got him to climb down and he cried and I cried and we talked a little bit and then came home." Sam said, his voice shaking. I looked around looking at everyone, we were all crying by this point. Our poor Colby. Getting the old Colby is going to be so hard.
Elton's POV :p
Holy hell. That's all I can think right now. Colby, the hyperactive 20 year old we've all come to love, had thought about killing himself. How the hell are we going to get him back to his old self? I can't believe he cut again. I mean he was clean for like 3 years or something like that. I don't know the exact amount of years but I know it was a lot. I'm not disappointed, not at all. I'm just sad, because he was pushed to the point of cutting again.
Devyn's POV
No no no no no. This can't be happening. Colby the little nut job that I've grown to love as a brother sat on a ledge contemplating suicide. That's something I don't want anyone to have to live through but my best friend has to and I don't agree with that. Everyone is torn apart by this. I can tell just looking around. I'm balling my eyes out while clinging to Corey. Corey is crying silently trying to understand what we were all just told. Elton and Aaron had moved closer to each other looking for comfort because they're both crying and need some comfort. And Sam poor Sam, had to find the love of his life like that. Yes the love of his life. Sam had told me that he was in love with Colby. Yet in secret Colby had told me the same thing about Sam. I just hope all of the love in this house can get Colby back to the obnoxious 20 year old we all love.
Aaron's POV
What the fuck. Colby can't do that. No way. That doesn't sound like Colby. Yet I guess I didn't know what all had happened. But shit. Colby contemplated suicide. Holy shit. I don't even know what the fuck to think. All I know is I want Colby to be loud and hyper with me again.
Sam's POV
Everyone fell apart after I finished speaking. Devyn and I were destroyed after I said one word. Everyone else waited. I have no idea how we're going to get Colby back. And that's what hurts me the most.

Okay I really hope that didn't suck😂. It's a bit longer than the other chapters but I'm trying to extend the chapters so they're not so short. If anyone has anything they would like changed in future chapters or anything you think would go great with the plot just message me plz. Ummm next week I go away to band camp so I'm not exactly sure how much posting I'll get done while I'm away. But anyway peace out and thanks for reading xoxo