Forever?

The Comfort❤️😙

Sam's POV
I walked upstairs into Colby's room to see him sound asleep. He looks adorable when he sleeps. I mean that in a non creepy way. I swear I don't watch him sleep or anything. I hate to wake him up and all but I need to check his cuts. I know I only cleaned them an hour ago but I have to make sure they're staying taped. I hate the fact that Colby cut again. I remember when I found out the first time.
It was terrible.
"Hi Mrs. Brock!"
"Hello Sam, Colby should be upstairs. You boys have to be quite though because Colby's dad is sleeping and you know what happens when he gets angry."
(I know that Colby's dad didn't abuse him but just go with it please🙂)
"Yes Ma'am and thank you." I know that Colby's dad hits him and it makes me really sad to think that. But whenever he does Colby usually comes to my house so nothing gets worse. I walked down the hall towards Colby's room and I just opened the door. He's my best friend why do I need to knock? But when I opened his door it was something I wish I hadn't seen.  Colby was sitting on his bed with a razor in his right hand and bloody cuts down his left arm.
"Colby!! What are you doing? Give me that razor!" I was in so much shock that I barged towards him and grabbed the blade with one hand and roughly grabbed his cut arm. Realizing after he flinched that holy shit I just acted like his dad would.
"I-it's not what it..." Colby didn't even continue with the sentence knowing that I had seen enough.
"Colby why?" That's all I could say. He looked up at me with tears in his eyes and said,
"What's worth fighting for if my father wants me gone already and my mom is to afraid to even talk to me?" And with that he curled into my chest and cried for hours.
I'll never be able to forget that day. That was now the second worst day of my life. We all know that Colby's dad still tries to come in contact with him but never gets to see him, because we won't let Colby do it. Even I know that his dad hasn't changed. He's still the abusive man he used to be. And I can't see my love hurt like that. He tried to commit suicide for gods sake. He definitely doesn't need to see his father in this time. I walked toward the bed and shook him.
"Colby love you need to get up."
He slowly woke up and looked at me through still cloudy eyes and just stared at me.
"Sam?"
"Yes Colbs"
"Did you really mean it."
"Mean what?"
"When you said you loved me. Did you really mean that or were you just trying to make me feel better?"
"Colby of course I meant it. I love you so much. I wouldn't trade you for the world, because you are my world."
I said while sinking down next to him. I felt as he instinctively scooted closer to me. It's something He's done since I walked into his room that day. It's comforting to him so I don't complain.
"I love you too Sam. I just thought that you were straight. And even if you weren't why would you love me? You're perfect and I'm just a broken mess." I just kinda stared at him. Is that what he really thinks?
"No no no Colby you're not broken. Cracked maybe, but all of us here will glue you back together. Colby, why did you do it?"
He flinched the second I asked. I felt bad but I knew that if I didn't ask now it would be a lot worse later on.
"When you said you didn't want to deal with me, I don't know I just couldn't handle it. And you're the only one who's really been there for me and you know everything and you could tell the world about my dad and everything and then I lost control of what I was doing." He's crying at this point, itching at his arm, yet another thing that became a habit for him. "And I'm sorry I didn't wanna cut I don't know why I did it. It's so so stupid. Why. Sam what's wrong with me?!?" He broke down then and there. I grabbed him and pulled him to my chest and whispered sweet nothings into his ear. Telling him how there's nothing wrong with him. He's just confused. And that we could help him. 

30 minutes later
Colby had calmed down and everyone else in the house invited us to come down stairs to watch The Conjuring with them. And I thought that it would help Colbs being around everyone else. He relaxed a lot being surrounded by our "family". After the movie it was late, and I was tired. I looked at my phone 12:35. Holy crap! So we all went to bed and I led Colby to my room. Once we had laid down, me being the "big spoon" Colby asked what this meant for our relationship. To his question I replied with "Whatever you want just know that I love you."
And with that statement Colby asked if we could date. And I definitely agreed. Colby had fallen asleep like 5 minutes after we quit talking, and I happily welcomed the darkness. Taking me away from the nightmares of today, and leading me into tomorrow.

HI GUYS!!! This chapter is kinda short but in my opinion it's really important. I will hopefully be uploading at least one more time before I leave for camp and maybe once or twice while I'm at camp. I hope you all enjoy the story so far. And as always like and comment. Xoxo😘