i didnt know, (magcon boys)

Chapter 16 shit

Chapter 16 shit

Els POV:

First taylor, now jack. I feel like a toy. One these boys can play with then go out and get a new one.

I felt a single tear trickle down my cheek. I quickly wiped it away.

I was just so tired. I decided to just take a shower. When I was in there the world stopped. I tiptoed and grabbed a hoodie and and spandex. I stepped back to the bathroom. I stripped and turned on the water.

I stepped in and washed the sent of alcohol and sweat away. And even the memories, well temporally while the water warmed my muscles.

About 30 minutes later I turned off the water and got out of the shower. I dried off and put in the sweat shirt and black nike spandex. I dried my hair and put it in a messy bun.

I put on my vans and grabbed my phone. I walked out of the hotel at 3:00 in the morning. It's pitch black all around with the exceptions of few street lights and lights from the hotel.

The slight sound of street traffic filled the air. I took small steps to the car. I got in and drove, not sure where I was gonna go but I drove. I turned on the radio and sang Coldplay at the top of my lungs.

The soft sweet lyrics. I pulled into the same beach parking lot from the other day.

Why not watch the sunrise. I waddled to the beach and sat in the sand. Now 5:00. The sun would rise soon. I pulled out my phone when it rang.

"hello." I mumbled.

"el? It's shawn." Shawn informed me. He sounded a bit worried.

"hi." I sniffled.

"Are you alright? Where are you?" He asked now worried.

"The beach." I said now bland and emotionless.

"Why? It's 5:00 In the morning" he scolded.

"I'm just a girl why does it matter."

"Because we love you." He said. I just laughed at the lies.

"Okayy." I said sarcastically.

"El, come back." He demanded.

"No." I said and hung up. I stared into the water. I studied the reflecting light on the water. The sun was coming up. Soon surfers and some other people joined me on the beach.

I left after that big ball of light they call the sun had finally risen. I got into my car. I took the silent 1 hour car drive to the hotel. I decided to book my own room so I wouldn't have to deal with everyone's shit.

I got my room and of course I'm across the hall from be boys. Oh fun.

I went back in the other room and got my stuff. "Hey where ya going?" Jack questioned.

"Go away." I said gathering my stuff.

"What's going on." He asked. I gave him a look and went back to my room.

I unpacked and kicked back.