living without mum

chapter four- New home.

I felt my body being pushed and  shoved around. I managed to peek through my half pen eyes to see the streets from the inside of the car i Had been placed in. That's when i remembered everything. i started to panic until i found josh asleep holding my hand next to me. I stared at himfor a while not realising how beatiful he was until now and the fact that he was here caring for me made everything so muchmore worth while.

"Hey sleepy head" The doctor spoke calm as ever, like my best friend and only family had not died and like i had no body, but josh and like i wasn't on my way to a sh*t hole that hey call a care home. I didn't show any of my anger though instead of just gave him a half smile through the reer mirror.

"Dont worry Aime. I will visit you every week if you want orget josh to?" all the anger i just had flew right out of me, the idea of seeing josh every week would be amazing.

Without trying to show to much enthusim ijust replied with a quiet yes and a thankyou, hat i was feeling inside was totattly the oppisite to quiet though. I could tell he had smiled.

For the rest of the journey i leaned my head on josh's shoulder and tried to catch abit of shut eye. Apparently i did because when i next opened my eyes we had arrived. It was nothing special, it practicallyy looked like the care home off the tracy beaker show in my eyes, just alot less fun and caring inside.

"Come on Ay" I looked over at josh who was pulling on my shoulder, i was froze. Was this real?ni seriously couldn't get my head round the fact i would be living here from now on, but like they say never judge a book bya cover, who knows this could be full of the nicest people ever, yeah like thats ever gona be true.

I let josh lead the way as he held onto my shoulder while we slowly walked towards the big double doors of to what was suppose to be my new 'home'. He squeezed myshoulder for re-assurance and i smiled at him softly in return.

There were to ladies behind class windows right infront of me with chairs on eachside of me. Jhon the doctor walked over too the two ladies whowere obviously meant to be the receptionists and mumbled a few words to them, theywere nodding and silently saying yes in reply. The conversations soon stopped as i mademy way over to them. I had no idea what to do, smile? No this wasn't the time. Before i could think of anything the lady with short, blond, notty hair spoke up

"Yeah um Aime right?" I was sure Jhon would have mentioned my name what is wrong with this women? "You will be sharing a room with niddy she will be here in a sec to take ya" How professional.

Some tiny girl with her hair slapped back into apony tail with a face that could kill. What was her problem?

"Oi you the new girl?"

"Yes" I spoke in a timid voice, what was wrong with me she was like 10 times smaller than me and looked about 9.

"Yeah, I'm niddy, come on" I stared at her as she made her way towards the long corridor on my left towards the stairs.

"Come on then!" She shouted. I decided to ignore her for just a little while as i turned to pull josh into a hug. The reception was empty. Where did they go? I looked at the receptionist for ananswer and she pointed towards the door, i ran outbut thecarthat i had arrived in was already gone, theyhad left me. All of what theytold me during the week i stayed was aload of bull. Josh didn't give a damn about me. My eyes started to well up i couldn't believe it, the only person i thought i had around to care for me just dropped me off and f*cked off.

"I said come on then" The familiar voice shouted as i felt a tug on my clothes. I turned my head around to find niddy practically trying to drag me down the hall.

"Hey i can walk! Let go" I shoved her off me.

"Should listen then!" We turned andpaced up the stairs. "Things aint easy around here. Make a name for yaself" What the hell did she mean by that?

She flung the first of many doors open to quit a big roomwith a bed on either sidef the room and one in the middle, the walls were painted yellow and there were many posters above the bed on the right so im guessing that was hers.

"Whch beds mine?" I asked as i took a look around the room. It didn't take long.

"The bed in the middle" She spoke in a much sweeter tone then earlier. Jumping onto her bed.

"I thought it was only me and you whyis there a spare bed?"

Shereplied like it was the most obvious thing in the world. "Duh. For Pansy." OK yeah that helped.

Just before i was about to ask who this Pansy girl was, a taller toned goth girl walked into the room.

it's abit short but i needed to fil a gap, sorry i've jsut been so busy. Hey couldi ask a favour? Please comment how you send a message to all fans?

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