This Jerk (Jang Geun Suk Fanfic) ON-HOLD

Chapter 11

*Annyeong! Sorry for making late updates. Busy author! I've noticed that the reads has been low lately. And probably because of my stupid ideas. So basically, I'm nearly gonna end this story. I can't think of any more ideas, and maybe, more reads might help me out. But I'm kind of struggling here. I'll try my best! KAMSAHAMNIDA!*

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It's been a couple of months now after the 'scandal' about me and Joongki oppa. He always tried to call me, and text me and would call from outside the house.But  I would just stayed inside my room, and cry silently in the corner.

It was already 10 p.m and I can still hear him calling from outside..

"Miyeon-ah, nawa! Listen to me, please! Jebal!" He yelled. I didn't mind him. I tried to block my ears with thoughts. And it was also a good thing that Geunsuk was not here. He said he was starting to get annoyed with Joongki. But it's not the reason why he's not here.. His mother invited him over for a week of stay because of his appa's death anniversary.

"Miyeon-ah, saranghae!" He yelled again. I choked back my tears.. I missed his voice..

I didn't want that kind of thing to happen. I was just avoiding it. But it made me feel bad inside. My heart was yelling for his name ...I miss him.

He's my first love. And he still is.. He's the first person who made my heart race and jump around. Who created butterflies on my tummy. 

The one who made me smile and laugh when I was in a bad mood or I was depressed. And was there through my ups and downs...

Just thinking of it made my memories flood back all over again as well as my tears. 

I don't wanna harm his career and his future. This was his dream, his passion. He loved this.

Then a flashback suddenly surged into my mind..

Flashback.....

"Oppa! Kajima! Don't leave me! I need you!" I yelled at him as he was about to enter the bus to Seoul. he turned back around and gave me a small smile. He was holding the strap of his bag with one hand and he walked back towards me. My eyes were starting to water again. He stared into my eyes and ruffled my hair as he laughed a bit.

"You cruel girl.... we already talked about this. And you agreed already..am I right?" He said. I nodded but I tried to reason to him.

"Ne oppa, I did. But...I regret it! Kajima!" I said as I hugged him tightly. He hugged me back. We hugged for a couple of moments.. then the speaker boomed with a voice.

"Bus to Seoul will be leaving in 10 minutes... Bus to Seoul will be leaving in 10 minutes. Passengers should already be aboard. Kamsahamnida.." The woman said. 

Oppa broke the hug and he bended his knees a bit to level with me. My head was bowed and I was wiping my tears. 

"Look at me, Miyeon-ah.." He said. I looked up, I was hiccuping a bit from crying. He wiped my tears.

"Do you love oppa?" He asked. I nodded. 

"Why are you treating me like a little girl? I'm not a kid oppa.." I said. He smiled.

"Again..do you, love me?" He asked again. I was about to nod when he added, "more than a friend?" My eyes kinda widened. I wasn't ready to answer that. My heart was beating fast..

"O..ppa~" I mumbled.

"Miyeon-ah...answer me." He said. I hugged him again, this time, more tightly.

"Ne...that's why I can't let you go.." I said. He broke the hug and he cupped my face. We were staring at each other's eyes again.

"Lisen....Oppa...loves you too." He said. My heart fell in a pit. I wasn't expecting for him to tell me that..

"I'm doing this for us. I'll come back for you.. I'll be famous, then I can save money, we'll see each other again, you will be my girlfriend and then we get married.. have children and live happily ever after." He stated. "Does that sound good to you?" He asked. I smiled slightly and nodded. He smiled back and he slowly kissed my forehead.

"Saranghae, Miyeon-ah. I'll be back!" He said as he boarded the bus.

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My eyes started to open up and I didn't know I fell asleep from all the crying. I was sitting back by the wall. I looked out the window and saw a heavy rain. The trees were swaying and the wind was kinda harsh...

Then a thought occured to me... could he be? 

I rushed out of my room and immediately took an umbrella and ran off outside.

"Joongki oppa! OPPA, EODI-GA?!" I yelled. The wind was kinda strong and was blowing my hair. But it was still ok because it's not a storm. I looked around and saw a sillhouette of a guy sitting by a wall and was covering his bowed head. His clothes and whole body was drenched! I walked towards the guy and said..

"Pabo-ya!" I mumbled. He looked up and was surprised to see me. He stood up while I was still covering him with the umbrella. Song Joongki oppa.

"Miyeon-ah.." He said.

"Why are you here?! You should just ran back home." I said.

"I wanted to see you. I can't help myself." He said. I scoffed. I handed him the extra umbrella I brought and handed it to him.

"Yeogi. Now go. I don't want you to get sick.." I said as I tried to leave, but he held me back.

"Why are you angry at me? I didn't do anything wrong!" He said.

"But I might do something wrong!" I answered back. He just looked at me, speechless.. "I'll ruin your carreer, your dream and passion. You'll have nothing for a living. You'll lose your fans.. you might lose everything because of me!" I explained. He held both of my hands tightly causing me to drop the umbrella. My head was bowed.

"Ya. Look at me." He said. I slowly lifted my head.

"You won't. I'm here. I'll do everything to create the promise I told you. I wan't you to be mine. That's all I need." He said. 

"Oppa! Stop being--" But I was stopped when he suddenly kissed me on the lips. The passionate kiss. At my first my eyes were open..but then I reacted back and closed my eyes. His lips were soft...the same experience when he first kissed me by the narrow alley..but more sincere and passionate. We were kissing under the rain.. No one could stop us.

But I was suddenly pulled away and when I opened my eyes, Joongki oppa was sprawled on the wet ground. I looked up and saw Geunsuk sunbae panting a bit, looking at him. He suddenly looked at me and took my hand.

"Kaja!" He said.

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Hey guys! Sorry for the cheesy lines! I told you I wasn't a good author! I have a pea's brain! I don't know if peas has brains. Anyways..sorry for wasting your time on this story. Tell me if I should continue or not. Gomapsumnida!