Please Don't Leave Again- Ryden

Chapter 6- If Your Happy With Me.

Ryans P.O.V

After Brendon said that, I started to tear up. I'm the reason his marriage is going bad, I'm the reason he can't forget the old years.

I moan as he kept rubbing me and kissing my sweetspot.

"B-Brenden," I said letting the tear come down my cheak "stop."

I moaned in his ear as he went faster. I shut my eyes and started sobing, I love Brendon, but I didn't feel human, I'm messing up a marriage.

I could feel his eyes on me, he stoped holding me down, kissing my neak , and stoped rubbing me.

"Ryan, I'm sorry," he said as he was still on me. "I just don't want to let you go again,and I'm scared that you will never wanna see me again."

I opened my eyes,And kissed him. As I kissed him, I started to think, he was happy with me. All I really cared was that I was ruining a marriage, but if he wasn't happy, and his happy with me, thats all I really cared.

"I don't care anymore, love me." I said as I put my arms around him and kissed him.

We went to the bed and he took off my shirt and I took off his. He was on top of me, kissing my chest. He stoped and looked at me.

"This time, I have a condom." He smirked as he took it out his pocket from his pants

"You knew this was gonna happen. " I said as I kissed him.

He pulled down my pants, along with my boxers. He took off his also and put on the condom. As he was gonna put it in me and I stoped him.

"W-wait," I said " you gotta..."

I was hoping he would get the massage. At first he was confused, but then got it. He put his 3 fingers in my mouth,  I knew what was happening, I remembered we did this.

I sucked on them and put my spit on them. We didn't have any lube so this is what we did if we didn't have any. I got on all fours.

He took his fingers out and put one in me. I moaned as he did so. After showing I was getting pleasure other than pain, he puts another one in, I moan as he twisted them, then the last one after 5 minutes of that, we were done and I got on my back.He put himself between my legs, bending them and pushed himself inside me without warning, I moaned as he did so. I held down to a pillow that was under my head.

He went slowly, not getting me to the point I'll moan. His right hand was in my hair and his left right next to my shoulder.

Brendon P.O.V

I went slowly but then went faster, I noticed he was barely rocking against my hips, I knew I haven't found the spot, and not moaning, so I angled my hips and trust in deep. I heard him gasped and maon softly, and felt him rock against me. I smirked.

I went faster, deeper, and stronger. Ryan started twisting his right hand on the pillow he was on, and started holding his left hand stronger on my back, feeling his nails go into my skin.

I started pulling his hair harder, just enough to get pain but not pull the hairs on his head out, he gasped.

I moaned as he started rocking against my hips harder as I went harder. He moaned as I hit the spot harder than ever. I went impossible harder and faster for only 5 minutes.

I felt harm started building up under my stomach. I pulled away from Ryans hair and started rubbing him.

He moaned as I started going faster on his spot and rubbing hard. He removed his right hand away from the pillow he was twisting in the my neak, holding my neak knowing he didn't want this moment to end.

I started going slower ,but still felt the harmful area underneath my stomach, but still pounding on his spot.

"F-faster" he managed to say, I looked at him, his eyes were close and still holding on to my neak. I pounded in him he gasped as I missed.

After he said 'Faster ' I pounded into him multiple times and I finelly came and so did he. The last I saw was Ryan catching his breath and seeing the clock reading 12:55 a.m.

Last thing I heared was Ryan saying
"That...was...great." pausing to catch his breath.