Please Don't Leave Again- Ryden

Chapter 1 - 8 Years

I just wanna say first that I'm NOT saying Sarah and Brendon's marriage is fake at all and I mean no disrespect to Ryan, Brandon, Sarah, nor anyone else, also that Brendon's marriage is very  real and very strong, this is just fanfiction.____________________________

Brendon's P.O.V

Today is July 6th , 2017 meaning 8 years sense Ryan left.

I'm laying on my bed drinking and listening to Northern downpour while crying about Ryan.

Sarah was out of town visiting her parents, she asked if I wanted to go with her, I said no because I knew how broken I would be this week.

I drank the last sip of my wine.

"Shit!" I said while Ryan singing his part of the song and cried harder while turning to a ball. "I need more wine." I said with tears making a puddle .

I slowly got up and put on a hoodie and put on my shoes and got my keys and headed out to front door. I went to my car and started going to the wine store.

I wasn't drunk ,and that was the plan for today. After 9 minutes I finelly was at the wine store and the moon light shined into my eyes.

"Ugh. " I said as I pulled my hoodie on my head and got out the car door.

I walked up to the store door and walked in and just grabed any wine and anything that could make me drunk, into the basket i was holding. I walked up to pay and saw a man with 9 bottles of wine.

As I payed for the wines and started heading out to door until I heard a voice I've heard 8 years ago.

My eyes grew wide. I stood there in the front of the store mouth opened , and eyes wide.

"What's wrong with all you depressed men coming in?" The store manager said.

"Well, for me it's stupid." The voice said

"Ryan..." i wisperd eyes wider than ever.

"What's that?" Said the store manager

"Just that, my old band broke up today...8 years ago."

"RYAN!" I screamed his name out with tears running down.

I could feel eyes on me,even Ryans. Noticing what I just said I ran out the door and into my car and started it.

Ryans P.O.V

Someone just screamed my name. His voice was so powerful, like I heard it before.

His voice clicked in my head, but I can't remember. I don't even know if he was talking to someone else name Ryan.

"What a wird guy." The manager wisperd and rolled his eyes.

I gave him the money and said.

"You don't know him," I wisperd "so leave him the fuck alone."

And walked out the. I looked around to see if he was still outside standing or in his car.

I didn't see him. So I walked to my car and got in and drove to my house and just drank the bottles remembering all the things me and Brendon used to do. And cried all night.

Brendon's P.O.V

When I came home I felt like I needed to talk to Ryan, but I didn't want him to stop talking to me again, what if he doesn't even wanna talk. Just thinking about that I cryed.

It's sad that I still remember his voice after 8 years.

After I played Northern Downpour 20 times, I put on the song that I wrote about me and him, Casual Affair.

_______________________________________Ryden is real and the government knows it.