It was a long day yesterday, sighs sundays over and my boring routine starts again,though there was a change in it, my college started from today so i was going to attend it first then go to my classes, I never thought that it will happen that day.
When i entered the college I saw Jessie standing with her friends , I went to her and greeted"hi good moring beautiful"," woah, what a suprise lucky and good morning too" she replied. Her friends were curious about me who was I and why did i called her beautiful . "Okay then i will see you around" I told her, "okay see ya" she replied.
I never thought i would met Jessie here, but that day I didnt only met her, i went to the office to check in which division i am , and that was my mistake. When i was checkng the list the i saw the name i didnt want to remember, the name that i wanted to delete from my life, the biggest mistake of my life as i read her name "Jenny" that was my crush name a tear from eyes rolled down my cheek as i read it. I was unable to breath it felt suffocating then as I turned back I saw Jessie , I think she saw my tears but i wiped then as soon as i can. "Lucky what's wrong,why are you crying?. She asked in a gentle and worried voice."It nothing" I answered in a low voice. "Come we need to talk" she said, she hold my hand and took me to canteen. "Now tell me what's wrong?." She asked me, I said" its nothing" just leave me alone. "Lucky if you won't share it with me it will just keep killing you from inside now talk" she said to me, "okay fine i will tell you all about it"i replied
"Everyone falls in love some are called as lovers, and some are called the losers, i belong to the losers catergory.
It all started when i change my schools in 1std , I was quite a loner in my childhood the boy who had no friends, who haves his lunch all alone I was that kind of kid, to be more aprox I was a loser, a loner , a failure.
But one faithful day it all changed , teacher changed my partner with...." i stopped telling , "it's okay lucky just let it go" she said in a gentle voice.
I continued her name was Jenny, the girl whom i loved, the girl whose smile changed me, the girl who and tears burst out from my eyes and I cant control them I started crying. "man im such a cry baby, crying in front of a girl". I thought to myslef. But then someting happened Jessie hold my hand tightly "its all right you can cry all you want you don't need hold it in ,it will just break you from inside" she said. I don't know how but her words made me feel better. "Thanks Jessie " I told to her. "It's okay , here's my phone no just give me a call when you are sad " she said. "Why are u doing this?." I asked her, "because you are my friend" she answered.
What she said maked me believe in friendship again, so i just gave her mine no too, oh and mike doesnt count as friend he is my brother.
At the end of the day I called Jessie, and we talked for hours we weren't in love , but still she was more than a friend to me, she was like my family.
But the fate has something else planned.
