K2

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Kenny's POV

I made my way to the bus stop where the guys and I would meet at often. It was late, from the looks of things it was probably around 8 or 9. I sat my self on the side walk curb that sat infront of the bus stop. I sighed pulling my knees to my chest and barried my face in my hands.
My mind was starting to wonder to much I started thinking about just Kyle. Not this situation, but just him. Now I was openly pansexual I love who I love. And I've brought Kyle into consideration countless times I did infact have feelings for him, but it wasn't worth ruining our friendship over. I was good, I kept my feelings barried and kept lingering looks to a minimum, but DAMN did Kyle make it difficult.

I looked up to see Kyle walking down the side walk coming my way. I smiled and waved at him he waved back but- his smile was forced. He stopped in front of me and I stood. "You okay kyle?" I asked. He looked down and shook his head no. " Kenny...I'm so freaked out...about what happened. I'm having mixed emotions ... I just... want to understand."
I frowned because I knew I wouldn't be helpful to him. "Dude, I don't know what I can tell you... I don't even understand it..." I turned away completely hating myself.

My personality, my face, my whole being because I didn't really know myself. I only thought of one usless thing to say. "I'm sorry" my voice cracked I was going to cry but I kept the tears back I didn't want to cry infront of him again but it took some effort.

Kyles POV:

My head shot up when I heard his voice crack. I knew when Kenny was about to cry apart from his family I'm the only one that's ever seen him do it, it was a bitter sweet feeling knowing Kenny felt comfortable enough to be vulnerable with me. I Imedently wrapped my arms around him from behind I felt him tense up, then finally let it out quietly. "Don't apologize Kenny..."
He trembled horribly as tears kept falling out of his parka hood. "This isn't your fault." I said rubbing his back.

"Kyle... I want to understand myself...I want to answer your questions. And I'm sorry you had to see that yesterday... That wasnt supposed t-"
"Kenny.." i interupted him. "Your starting to sound like Tweek." We both laughed sadly. He rubbed his face and turned to face me. "I'm sorry you have to see me like this." He said I hushed him. "Stop apologizing... its okay.. But I think we need to figure this all out together."
He looked at me confused "How?" I shrugged. "We will figure it out.. sleep at mine tonight? You can have the guest room." He nodded still wearing a frown. We walked each other away from the stop into the icy cold night.