A opening to my life

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Meek prov

  Dear Papi: Son by the time you get this letter it's going to be your 10th birthday and I want to start off by saying I'm sorry we can't talk as much as i will like. I love you son so much I wish I was there to see you grow up into a man I wish every birthday I could have been with you, It's not a day that
go by where I regret my decision to protect you but I do regret not seeing your beautiful face everyday but that's all about to change son ..... DADDY COMING HOME !

                                 Love your father Meek

   Papi prov

   Today I woke up just as sad and lonely as I been since my dad been gone except today is my birthday big woppie i thought to my self as I looked up to the blue clouds painted on my cealing I must have started day dreaming because I didn't hear my bitch of a mother calling and banging on my god damn door as if she losted her damn mind swinging the door open I was greeted by an angry fah like always but I had the same energy to match hers today

Fah prov

     I know this bad mother fucker hear me I thought to myself I stormed upstairs yelling his name and beating the door down for like 5 minutes before the door swung open

    Papi : How can I help you fah ?

    

    Fah : get your father duplicate looking ass down stairs eat some mother fucking breakfast and get dressed because you are going to your damn aunts house

Papi prov

   When fah said that I got so exited she barley let me see that side of the family and anytime she do she tell me I better act right or I'm never going to see them again so I pretend to be the happiest kid in the world but that's just until my dad gets home that's when I'll actually be happy I was snapped out of my thoughts by fah loud ass mouth

Fah : listen little nigga when you get over there you better fucking behave or I'll move you across the world and you will never see them or your precious nicki again

She said with a smirk

Papi: I know fah I said with an attitude I slammed my door and started to get ready to see my family

                           - Skip car ride -

Fah prov

Ugh I hate these people , I hate this block and I hate the memories I thought to myself driving up this block thinking back to the times I was happy I looked over at my "son" and got disgusted all over again ugh I said out loud you look just like your fucking father . Papi looked at me like he been looking at me for years now with anger and sadness but I don't care him and his father ruined my fucking life I know joe was doing bad things to him well I think he was but it wasn't no proof and it's still not a reason for him to die boy I just miss that man I was brought out of my thoughts by a yelling dumbass

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