Papi prov
I Woke up kinda late yesterday was something serious I got up to do my morning routine and check up on my mom and dad I'm surprised my mom didn't wake me up I did my morning routine and went to knock on my mom door "hold on Papi" I been standing here for mad long what the fuck are they doing waiting for about 5 more minutes i started to bang on the door i don't know why but I started to get really impatient I banged on the door again " Open the door , mom open the door " Mom ? I banged again the door swung open and next thing you know I was pinned up against the door by my father but I was fed the fuck up so I didn't even care
Meek: "you want me to beat your fucking ass lil nigga" My breathing was heavy and I'm still pretty upset but i know I shouldn't test my father I mean would you ?
Papi: sorry pops can I see mom now ? I asked looking at my mom getting off the bed
Nicki: "meek get ya fucking hands off my damn son right now" My dad still seemed pretty angry but he let me go anyway I guess he didn't want to upset my mom I seen her upset i don't think anybody should get on her bad side but I think it's also because apart of him didn't want to put hands and feet on me I was grateful for that because I am to old to beat my ass beat I was taking out of my thoughts when I heard my mom say ..
Nicki: Papi did you take your pills today it's early and you already on edge
Papi: I was going to but the .. gco
Meek: "wtf you mean did he take his pills what's going on" my father said obviously confused on what's going on he didn't know what's going on because while he was in jail a lot of shit was kept from him and a lot of shit happened we kept it all a secret because dad anger gets the best of him some times hints him being released from jail
Nicki: Papi I think it's time to tell your dad everything okay baby
Meek: TELL ME WHAT ONIKA ? Dad yelled
Papi: " daddy I take pills because I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder A F-few months after you W-went to jail " looking at my bad i know he was trying to hold his anger and his tears back at the same time he looked back at mommy to see it was true and when she slightly nodded her head yes I knew my father was going to break down I knew he was gone feel like he failed me as a father his mistakes along with fah mistakes was causing their son to suffer the consequences but he couldn't be more wrong
Papi: dad please don't beat yourself up about it it's not your fault I said on a verge of tears I love my dad
Nicki: "Papi I think it's time to tell your father everything" My dad, my mom and myself went to sit on the bed where I just listed it and started to break down as I told my father everything that happened while he was gone everything that fah did to me everything I did to myself and every think I-I did to him
Papi: um dad I'm so so sorry I said breaking down I never meant for you to go to jail it W-was all my fault i-I didn't go in the room like you told me to I watched you shoot joe you was my hero , you are my hero I was happy A-and proud but when the cops came to question me I told them what joe did and they asked how joe died I said reminiscing
-Flash Back-
Officer black: hey little man do you mind telling me what was the bad man was doing to you ?
Me: joe use to punch me in my chest and wack me with the buckle when I cry for my daddy when mommy not home I stay with joe and joe make me touch his Pepe
Officer smith: baby boy hii I'm officer smith can you show me on your body where he made you touch ?
Papi stood up and touched his crouch area and the cops nodded okay thank you little man
Officer black: hay do you know what happened to joe ?
Papi: yes my daddy shot him with a water gun he was so brave just like when we play cops and robbers it was so cool my daddy even had ketchup to make it look real my daddy is my hero
-FLASH BACK OVER-
Papi: I'm so so sorry daddy please forgive me, please don't leave me I-I was just so happy that you saved me I didn't know any better I swear I sobbed
Meek: come here pap I would never blame you so you can stop thinking I do I love you I did what I had to do to protect you
Nicki: Papi shortly start showing behavior problems along with different moods and stuff and he would run away , cry all day or just not speak at all he stopped speaking for like months and it got to a point where one day he just cut his risk and we had to get him admitted into the hospital he was depressed about you being gone and he blamed himself
Meek: Papi look at me don't ever try to kill yourself again if you need me I'm there you hear me
Papi: yasss daddy I hear you
Nicki: they treated him for months in a home and the doctors said he was bipolar and gave us pills for him so when he was knocking like that it's because he was on edge because he need his meds I didn't wake him up to take it because we was talking
Meek: sorry Papi I don't know, where are your pills ?
Papi: "mommy got it" mommy got up to get me my pills and some water after she handed to me and watched as i took them we all laid to down in bed and decided to spend the day having family time and reconnecting
