A few days later
: Hey kid ? You alright
: hey kid ?
: yo kid you don't hear me speaking to you ?
"Mommy I'm okay , it's alright I'm okay , mommy it's okay , I'm alright I'm okay , mommy it's okay , I'm alright I'm okay" the kid kept repeating in a hush tone I started to feel a little string of my heart pulling as I watched this helpless kid be in another word not caring about him self but his mom I didn't sign up for this shit but i know if I was to ever talk against it my family lives would be on the line
: I'm so sorry kid I said getting up to leave I took one last look at the kid as I Hurd "Mommy I'm okay , it's alright I'm okay , mommy it's okay , I'm alright I'm okay , mommy it's okay , I'm alright I'm okay" the kid said shaking my head I left out the room feeling like I failed my own family
Meek prov
Nicki refused to go home so I stopped trying to force her she won't get out the bed, she won't eat unless chino of course go in there and she don't give in often speaking of chino he's not doing so good either seeing nicki like this plus loosing papi must be breaking his heart he barley talk now the last thing he said was "I love you mommy" even though in that beautiful moment of finally hearing him call nicki mom they both still looked so lost I could have sworn I saw nicki crack a smile but it all got washed away probably by the thought of mommy crying for her I could just hear his cries as I sit around waiting by the phone for Ross to call " mommy I'm okay, mommy nicki don't worry" I can just imagine papi being more scared for nic then himself I can just hear him so clearly saying "daddy I'm okay , I'm brave like you dad men never cry dad " I can hear him say so clearly "I wanna be just like you daddy, your never scared and you always take care of me and mommy" I wonder what he would think if he seen me now. Would I still be his hero, will he still wanna be like me, will I ever see my son again, will I ever teach him it's okay to be weak sometimes as long as you have enough strength to get back up after. I hope he has enough strength to hold on
O: man fuck this I'm tired of waiting let's go get answers
Tak: we cant this not like back in the day O this papi life on the line we gotta think about him
P: he's all we been thinking about maybe O right let's go shake some shit up get some answers on nephew
O: what about meek , chino and nic what we gone do about them ? They falling apart and their minds not together they can't come
P: what if
Tak: Don't say it man , papi gone be alright
: " I hope so" everybody turned around to see chino standing there with bags under his eyes , red and puffy face his body was slumped over like he was exhausted voice was raspy like he haven't slept in days
O: chi we didn't mea(gco)
Chino: yes y'all did , y'all don't think he's okay right ?
Tak: chi papi is fine I can feel it it's you I'm worried about what's going on chi ?
Chino: " mommy not well" he said walking away
Walking into nicki room it just felt like somebody died or at least their hope , dreams and spirit we all sat down on the bed hovering over nicki as I placed my hand on her back "sis" we gone find him he's okay I can feel it
