Nicki prov
Waking up in Meeks arms everything felt like a dream looking up at his face and all the beautiful features I fell in love again thinking back on the past I can't believe how we let things go
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Nicki-
Walking around this house of sorrow has me slowly losing my mind I don't blame meek for the still born but I think he blames me and for that I can't even look him in the eyes knowing I'm the reason for our baby death
Meek-
since the death of nylah things between nicki and I have been different I don't blame her for the stillborn but I think she blame me, How could I be so careless maybe if I was here more maybe she would have never lost the baby ITS ALL MY FUCKING FAULT I yelled so how can I be mad for her blaming me ?
Nicki: babe can we talk ? Nicki said with a face full of tears
Meek: "yeah come here beautiful and why are you crying" I asked pulling nicki onto my lap wiping her tears
Nicki: meek I think we need some time apart I think we both need to grieve alone so I'm packing my things and going to live with mommy she's on her way to pick me up
Meek: "I guess you right I love you nika and I promise to always love you I'm so so sorry baby" I said kissing her soft lips
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I was taken out of my thoughts feeling lips on my cheeks where I look up to meek looking at me concerned I haven't even realized he was woke
Meek: why are you crying ?
Nicki: "I'm sorry I didn't know, I'm just thinking about the past" I said wiping my eyes " meek we made love last night for the first time in 10 years where do we go from here ? A lot of things happened yesterday but a lot of words that we both need to hear wasn't spoken" I said with tears falling from my eyes W-where does this leave us A-are we okay C-can we survive this time around" ? I asked looking into Meeks eyes hoping theres a answer to my questions
Meek: Baby stop crying you know I hate when you cry from today on you are my queen and I will never hurt you again I'm so sorry for causing your pain and for breaking your heart but I'm ready to take care of you like a real nigga should and love you with all my heart we can do it I was so lost without you I need you nic
When meek said that to me I didn't need to hear or say anything else at that point I knew he meant every word that he said out his mouth and I knew I wanted to be his so I just placed a gentle kiss on his lips and said and for you I will do anything
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Alright y'all know this chapter was probably corny and short but please comment and rate and tell all y'all friends that rep they omeeka , Papi , meek or nicki it doesn't matter !!
