life of a teenager

the fight

Ok so hey guys i am back for a little bit by the tittle it doesn't sound good it is not here is how it started. So i had just started my monthly hell and i got distant and listening to my music after my monthly hell i kept listening to my music and one night that my mom went to work and my twin sister was going to bed i had my music on and turned down a lot and she yelled at me to turn it down now if i did that it would turn off and i told her no i wouldn't turn it off she got mad and went and told on me my big brother came down after my twin and told me to turn it off i told him no and he got mad and said yes i am going to bed turn it off i stuck to my word the first time and said no then he took my phone and i grabbed his arm with then phone and like bare hugged his arm so he slammed me on my bed and my bed is as hard as a rock but i still had his arm he ended up Scratching my stomach i let go and he ran upstairs i fallow and see he is hidding behind the big sister that beat the crap out of me a month or two earlier. I get even more mad and upset so i try to go through my sister and then i didn't want to get punched so i pack a bag and go to a friends house for the night well i couldn't find her house so i stayed in a ditch for the night then when i got to the friends house i called my mom and she got mad and told me to stay upstairs until 9:30pm i was tired because i hadn't slept for the past two days so i went to my room she got mad and dragged me up the stairs by my hair but while on the stairs i saw some scissors and pointed them at her she grabbed them and squeezed them it smashed my pinky finger in between them but we faught all the way up the stairs when she got me up the stairs she ripped my favorite shirt so she said it is already ripped so she ripped it off of me and burnt it when she went to the sink to burn it i ran out of the house to go get help because she tried to break my arm during the fight a really nice lady stopped and helped me she called the cops after i told her what had just happened an ambulance came i told what had happened like 20 times i went to the hospital they put my family outside my room i heard my mom tell them that i was crazy and should be locked up and she said i shoved her against a wall i am sorry i am like 300lbs smaller than her there is no way I could shove her against a wall I have always been told I am fat and ugly witch I am not but sometimes I question that statement... I don't like the way my life is going and it seems to just get worse and worse I wish I could trade places with one of my friends but hey two years I am legally able to go and do what I want for a change maybe it'll be better.?.