life of a teenager

its ok for now

Hey guys i am fine i settled things with my family for now i will never gain my moms trust back again. But i am fine i have been living with my mom after making my dad so mad to where he wanted to send me home by bus by my self but a minor cant travel by their selves if its longer then 8 hours. He hates me too so yeah both my parents dislike me and the choices i make. My mom doesn't like any of my friends. So i am stuck in the house unless she is in a good mood. Oh yeah my oldest sister amanda hates my mom and the rest of us. I haven't seen my nephew since like three months ago and its not a safe environment over there. They all say that he is going to grow up to be a killer. And a girl a year younger then him beats the crap out of him all the time but he gets in trouble if he hits her back. He will get spanked by all of the people over there. And amanda says that she doesn't let anyone hit him but he has told us himself that those things. Then amanda got mad at her boyfriend and came over and she said she didn't want to leave. That she wanted to stay the night. My mom told her she didn't have to leave and her boyfriend told her " well you can stay but i am taking my son" were his exact words. He ended up taking amanda and jason (amanda's youngest son) outside to talk and my mom let them i meant they are both adults and they are dating so my mom figured ok let them figure it out. Then amanda texted my mom and said hey come out here and my mom did and then her boyfriend started to put the kid in the car he didn't even buckle the one year old child all the way. He started to drive away and amanda yelled at him and said " stop let me say good bye to my son" while she was leaning in the car she unbuckled him and tried to pull the child out of the car window. Her boyfriend grabbed the child's foot and pulled as hard as he could and as this was going on the poor child was screening and crying. She eventually pulled the child away from him and i quickly took the child and ran towards the road a little bit. Then my mom took him from me. He tried to choke out my sister multiple times and he hit ber multiple times. After he was done with my sister he ran after my mom and came up as fast as he could and punched my mom upside the head as hard as he could while my mom was holding the child. My mom had to turn just so he didn't hit the one year old child. Then amanda got in between he and my mom and he started choking her out again. At this point everyone is screaming and the neighbors are out side seeing it all happen. He eventually got in the car and sped off. He came back drove in our yard and kept threatening us with death threats saying lots of swear words in front of and one year old and a four year old. He sped off again after we threatened to call the cops. The cops came and got like five different witness statements it went to court he was charged with assault and that's all i know he was charged with so far. And child services were called and they got away with it because they have someone who lets them pretend they live there. In reality they live in a camper that is parked in his moms yard and his mom lives in a trailer with like 10 dogs 8 wild cats and ducks and guns laying around everywhere they leave their children with a mad who likes to touch children in a sexually way and i do not want my nephew that my mom raised for three years that i helped take care of for three years to end up with lots of anger. He blames himself for not being able to see Grandma and it kills me to hear him say words that i don't even say. My four year old nephew swears more then i do. That is really bad and i feel like i made a mistake. My amanda stayed the night with us and she promised me that she wouldn't leave that she wouldn't go back and she broke that promise a few minutes later she broke it and her boyfriends brother came and picked her up and she went back to him i felt so betrayed that i texted her and told her what i felt over text. She hasn't talked to me yet. And that took place about two moths ago. My family hasn't seen them in three months and i really worry about them. My mom says she should take Amanda to DR. Phil show but she nevers has the time to do anything she works three jobs to take care of all of us i come from a family of six kids and one parent my mom. I just wish amanda would leave this abusive boy and find a real man someone that she can be happy with.