Hate

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I feel shit in my entire life. Why can't I just be happy and not be a total jerk who ruins everyone. I wish I have a choice to whether you like it or not. I hate it so much. I hate living because all I ever do is to ruin everything. I hate every bit of single thing in my life I don't deserve. I to stop breathing, I want to disappear, I want no one to remember me. I don't deserve a life. It may as well give my life to those who really needs it. I ruin everything. Literally. I a am total trash.

Now I don't know what would happen to me in a few months.

I will come back and read this and cringe.

Why do I seriously post this in the internet.

Maybe to hate myself more than I ever did.

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