I feel shit in my entire life. Why can't I just be happy and not be a total jerk who ruins everyone. I wish I have a choice to whether you like it or not. I hate it so much. I hate living because all I ever do is to ruin everything. I hate every bit of single thing in my life I don't deserve. I to stop breathing, I want to disappear, I want no one to remember me. I don't deserve a life. It may as well give my life to those who really needs it. I ruin everything. Literally. I a am total trash.
Now I don't know what would happen to me in a few months.
I will come back and read this and cringe.
Why do I seriously post this in the internet.
Maybe to hate myself more than I ever did.
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RandomMostly I don't know what to do with my life and I thought is this how teenagers out there spend their lives? or maybe I'm just being pathetic but here's my Public Diary. If you are interested in someone else's life then come in, read, and comment.