Trees

Guns and heros

So, people, this book will go fast, and have romance on the first chapter, so if you don't like fast books, please find another.... thank you

Evan walks to the bus stop, he sees Connor and smiles. "Hi Connor!" Evan shouts. Connor rolls his eyes "why are you talking to me Hansen?" He hisses. Evan apologizes and Connor mumbles under his breath "its fine." But not loud enough to be heard. The bus arives and they get on. People start teasing and laugh at Connor, for being gay and painting his nails. Evan then mumbles "shut up" but they didn't stop. Evan sighs and sits next to Zoe. "Hi Evan" she's smiles. Evan smiles back "Hi Zoey...". Zoey sighs "was my brother being a dick?" She asks. He nods. She rolls her eyes. "He's probably high... he's rude when he is high." She says. Evan shrugs "he was a little rude." Zoey sighs "yeah he gets like that... he's such a bother sometimes." Connor overhears and sighs. "Meh... I guess... I just wish he was... you know... nicer to me.... and you... and just be... like close to him." Evan says. "You can try... but he might kill ya" she says. Connor starts making fists at Zoes words. Evan looks at Zoe in a weird way. "Jeez Zoe, I know he's rude but... I don't think that he will kill someone" Evan says. "You never know with him" Zoey says. The bus finally stops and Connor starts getting off. Jared trips Connor and he falls off and hits his face in the concrete. "Oops" Jared giggles. The whole bus laughs. Connor gets up and plugs his nose and runs to the bathroom. Zoey and Evan look at Jared "Jared, what the hell?!" They both yell. "What?" Jared giggles again. "That's not funny" Zoe says. Evan shakes his head "Jared your a horrible person..." Jared smirks. "Since when do you care for him?" Jared asks. "I-i... um.." Evan looks down and walks inside. "Your a sick person Jared..." Zoe says and walks inside with Evan. Evan sighs. "Im gonna see if Connors okay..." he says. Zoe shrugs. Connor punches the wall and doest care if his knuckles bleed. Evan goes there and says "C-Connor?" He asks nervously. Connor didn't answer, he starts to slit his wrist with a broken piece of metal. Evan knocks on Connors stall door "Connor... its me... Evan..." he said. Connor jumps a little bit, he quickly cleans up and shoves it in his pockets. He comes out (of the closet hahah) of the stall and glares at Evan "What the hell do you want Hansen?" Evan looks down "A-are you okay?" He asks "I'm fine.." Connor answers. "What's wrong with your knuckles???" He asks, a bit worrried, "I punched the wall cause I was angry..." Connor said. Evan rubs his head and groans "you okay Hansen?" Connor asks. "I have a headache..." Evan says. "Get a ice pack..." Connor suggests. "No..." Evan said. "Why?" Connor questioned. "Those don't help..and I'm cold." Evan anwered. "Oh... that makes sence" Connor says, the bell rung. Evan goes to class and sees Zoe, she sits by her. "Where's Connor? Weren't you with him?" She asks. "Um.. yeah.. I don't know." Evan shrugs and looks outside "oh there he is..." Evan says. Zoe rolled her eyes "he's high and skipping school.. grreeeaat" she said. "I'm gonna follow him... just to make sure he doesn't do anything thing...stupid.." Evan says. "Okay... have fun getting murdered..." she says sarcasticly. Evan smiles and gets up, he goes outside and follows Connor. Connor runs into the forrest, he runs deep inside and falls on knees and cries loudly. Evan follows the crying, Connor grabs a gun and point it at his head. Evan saw him and punched the gun away. Connor reached for it but Evan kicked it away, he fell down and panted "C-Connor... p-please... d-dont". Connor glances up at him. "People... l-love you... s-so please... dont... please..." Evan begged. Connor snorted "what people?" Evan sighs "your sister.. your mom... your dad?" Connor rolls his eyes. "My dad hates me! He is so rude to me! He fucking wants me to die! My mom? She wont understand anything... she doesn't exempt me! And Zoe... you heard her.." Connors says, obviously mad. "Your sister loves you... she said she did.. and plus... the reason she's says those things is because your high all the time that your rude to everyone!" Evan yells back. "Whatever Hansen... even she did care... you else does?" Connor looks away. "I do..." Evan mumbles. Connor shakes his head "how can anybody love me?... I'm a drug addict and I'm mean and rude.. and ugly..." Evan smiles "Connor.. your gorgeous, especially your smile.. I have never seen it in my life.. but I have dreamt of it..your hair is so perfect... and.." Connor stops Evan by saying "but your so beautiful and amazing and a nice person.." Connor says fast. "Connor!.... your hair... its so soft and reminds me of ocean waves of chocolate... your eyes are also so ocean like... and your rare smile that I've only seen in my dreams... its so perfect... everything about you... is......" Evan gets lost. Meanwhile Connor was slightly blushing, in shock (boi Connor is shoooook). "Goditssostupid" Evan says fast. "Noitsnot" Connor says. "... I've been wanting to say that for a while now" Evan giggles before looking down in embarrassment. "D-Dont be embarrassed.. Hansen..." Connor says, lifting up Evans head. Evan blushes and giggles a bit. "It kinda is... when people don't feel the same...". "D-Did I say I didn't feel t-the same?" Connor asks. Evan sighs "no... but I know the same...". "Well you thought wrong..." Connor mumbles. Evan blushes and looks up at Connor, hearing him "w-wait really?" He smiles. "Yeah... imsorryitsstupid" Connor says fastly. "Noitsnotbecauseiloveyouomgijustsaidthatkillme" Evan says fast. "Noitsnotstupidatall" Connor says fast. "Yesitdoesbecauseyoudontlovemeback" Evan fastly says. "Ofcourseiloveyouback" Connor says super fast. Evan smiles and blushes "w-wait really?" Evan asks. Connor nods. Evan smiles "can I kiss you already omg!" Evan accidently says out loud. "But... I smoke... doesn't that bother you?" Connor asks. "No.. not at all..." Evan says. "I mean it doesn't bother me if you do its just, you know..." Connor says. Evan smiles "wait really?" Evan asks. And for once... Connor.. was happy... so he smiles. Evan sees Connors smile and smiles more "OMG Connor your smiling!" Evan shouts excitedly. Connor smiles and hugs Evan "I'm smiling cause of you..." Connor says. Evan smiles and hugs back. Connor starts to cry. "Wait Connor whats wrong? Why are you crying?" Evan asks. "N-nothing.. I'm happy... the person I love, loves me back..." Connors says. Evan giggles. "Why are you laughing?" Connor asks. "Because I made you happy... and that makes me happy..." Evan says. Connor smiles. "I love your smile" Evan says. "My smile is ugly.." Connor said. "I think its beautiful..." Evan said. It was silence for a while before Connor frowns. "Crap... we need to back to school... so you don't get trouble... and when I mean 'we'.. I mean you" Connor says. Evan shakes his head no. "Its worth not going..." Evan says. Connor smiles. Evan smiles. A little while after smiling, Connor went quickly over to Evan and kissed him. Evan kisses back. They landed on a patch of dirt, Evan smiles and kisses Connor. He kisses back. "Connor... can we become tree bros?" Evan joked. "That's gay" Connor says. "Honey... we are gay.." Evan giggles. Connor sighs in happiness and kisses Evan again. Evan blushes and kises back. They were both blushing a lot. "Soo...does this mean we are dating?" Evan asks. Connor blushes "i-if you want to..". Evan nods "I diffenatly wanna date you.." Evan says. "Then I guess we are dating..." Connor finishes. Evan smiles before kissing him again. Connor kissed back. "I love you Evan Hansen" Connor says. Evan blushes "I love you too Connor Murphy"