Sex Addiction

Chapter 8

Im standing at my grandmas grave and the thought of being here makes my stomach feel funny. As im looking at the grave site, im standing and backing up. Did this chick kill my grandma?

" grandma dont worry. Im gonna figure all this out. Because, now i see i really need closure behind your death. " i pray a quick prayer before walking off.

I notice that everything is starting to turn into reality to me. For now on, im gonna be one young cold hearted mothetfucker. Im still gonna be in school. Just not trusting anyone and being on My own shit.

I rush to the nearest bus station to get home.

As im siting in my sit on the bus, i notice this lady who looks homeless. I take out my last 4 ddollas before thinking about my decision.

I walk to the lady and set the money in her lap. I tell her that i will pray for her before getting off the bus.

I walk up my grandmas steps and proceed to the kitchen because i was hungry. I see some koolaid and some noodles. I need a job.

I pick up my phone to call my bestfriends.

3 WAY PHONE CALL:

Me: hey ugly trolls.

Kayla: wassup MiMi. You okay? I heard about your grandma. Im sorry, you know we are here for you.

Meya: right. You know we all have been bestfriends for 3 years now.

Kayla: we just want you to come home girl.

Me: i know and thank yall so much for being here for me. I met this dude named Trey and he been here for me too.

Meya: OH. MY. GOD!  MiMi? Do you have a boyfriend? Tell us everything.

Kayla: and dont leave out a single detail.

Me: there is nothing to say. I met him at the park, we went on a date, my grandma passed and he just been my comfort.

Meya: well i hope everything goes good with yall and make sure he know if he hurts you, we hurt him.

Me: haha well i will let him know. But im bout to eat and get some sleep. I love yall and miss yall a lot.

Meya and kayla: love you too. Bye.

PHONE CALL ENDS.

I didnt want to let them know about the random chick from the black car. They would freak out and be on the first plane to Florida.

While eating, i think about how i will live everyday. I also was thinking of going back home. I miss my dad but i barely see him.

I get on my phone and start to fill out applications. Hopefully i get a job. Atleast 2.

I get a text messege from Trey and it basically said that he was gonna be here to check on me. Im glad he is coming because i need answers about this female in the car.

15 minutes later, trey knocks on the door. I open it and let him in.

" i have to tell you something " i say trying to get right to it. But he cut me off and said something that was shocking.

" i want you to be my girl. " he says and im just stuck looking stupid.

I clear my throat and proceed to give my answer. " no. Its not that i don't want to be with you, its just i was warned to stay away from you and i honestly dont need that in my life right now Trey. " i get off my chest.

" who told you that" he said with rage.

" i don't know. It was a gorgeous black girl with long black hair. " i said trying to remember her but i couldnt.

After me saying that, he walks out the house and the door slammed behind him.

Why do i have to go through this right now? I just wish none of this would have happened to me. I lay my head on the back of the wall and started to think of my future.

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