Crossed love~ Jaegan {completed}

Dear Josh...

Justin made it through surgery successfully. Raegan was extremely careful, he didn't want Justin to die in his arms just like Josh. If today I woke up with you right beside me, like all of this was just some twisted dream... I'd hold you closer then I ever did before. And you'd never slip away... Raegan couldn't help but to think about josh, he missed him... ALOT. Raegan and Justin went to Taco Bell bc Raegan wanted Justin to feel safe and wanted just in case you know...

Ever since Josh died Raegan kept a notebook full of notes about josh
J: hey what are you writing
R: oh just something I would like to tell josh
J: can you read it to me
R: um yeah sure ok
J: ok
R: "dear josh,
I wish heaven had a phone, so I can hear your voice again. I thought of you today, but that's nothing new. I thought about you yesterday and the days before too. I think of you in silence, I often speak your name. All I have are memories and a photo in a frame. Your memory is a keepsake from which I'll never part. God has you in heaven and I have you in my heart."
By the time Raegan finished reading it Justin was already flooded in a pool of tears.
J: that was...absolute fucking beautiful Raegan
R: yeah, I guess it was
J: lets go home?
R: yeah
J: your closer then my best friend Rae you know that
R: yeah
J: your more like a brother you know that too?
R:yeah (giggle)

Sorry for the short chapter I just need something to space out events. Big things are coming up in the story so make sure to follow and and this story to your library.